Therapy
So, after thinking and bitching and blah blah blah,
I've come to a decision. I'm not going to give up. I'm not going to obsess.
I'm not going to speculate, or throw negative energy at this. I know that this
girl impacted me and I remember what she said. I forget that I make an
impression, too, and that she probably also remembers what I said to her. She's
coming at it from a different place, right now, but I said some honest and very
sweet things. Girls don't forget that shit. So I'm going to go about my
business. I'm going to write my stupid carnivorous locust movie and finish the
new spec for my agents. I'm going to try to wrangle a new manager. Mid-August,
I'm going to call her. Just to check in. I'm going to take it from there. I
forget that I'm a smart, sweet, sensitive, attractive, successful guy. That a
lot of women would consider me a good catch -- and as my career prospects keep
rising, I will become an even better catch. I'm not the only one who would be
lucky should this work out. So I'm going to stay present in the moment and
present in her mind and keep on it until I win her heart. And I finally found
a copy of "Notting Hill".
Posted: Thu - July 22, 2004 at 12:55 PM