preface
from my manuscript, Workings: New Wives' Tales for a New Millennium
This
collection of writings is an invitation/invocation of those memories
which frequently are labeled as dreams or nightmares; you know,
the memories you clearly never created from any actual moment in
your past. This is a bit of the old timey, a visitation of
spirits, little birds, signs, and improbable luck that we have a
tendency to disregard as something that actually belongs to us.
I
could say that I am the sole author of the things which follow,
but that would be the arrogance of the living. Instead, I
am the one Chosen to Re-member and gifted to Re-lay that which has
been submerged for sometime now in the reservoir of our collective
hurting soul. Just little flashes of what all else could
be down there, I hope the tales, recipes and spells trigger rushes
of "oh! I heard of something like that," or "hmm.
That's not what Auntie so-and-so used to do" and then y'all
go on and get the parts you know out there for us all to
continue the story; strengthen the verse and scansion.
Each
item that follows was a response to a need of a friend. One
of my gifts is helping people to remember things so they can continue
to move in an expansive fashion. Sometimes, I remember their
great grandma forgot to tell their own mother something.
Then I must write. Writing it down is the working. These
I call NewFound Folktales. Other times I dance. Actually,
to be honest, I dance while I write and frequently smell something
bubbling in some unseen pot. All workings. I fancy
myself a kitchen witch and have been known to cook myself into a
stupor, but it was never really clear that my folk telling and dancing
were also types of cooking for me. See, I can re-create just
about any dish I eat once, able to reconstruct the recipe (ok y'all
know I'm lyin' now, but really I'm pretty good with divining ingredients).
Same thing with African dance and Afro hyphenated dances.
Then I realized that some things that I just called "cooking"
were in fact "spelling," and some movements that I just
called dancing were in fact writings that were stories which are,
after all, just long-winded spells so now I am clear that I'm a
Conjurer, plain and simple. In more organized settings you
could call me a priestess, but since Spirit seems intent, at least
for now, on keeping my head all to itself, the hierarchy of such
systems are not pillars upon which I sit, though I am marked to
walk through those gates, any time now.
Instead,
you may find me at the foot of a huge tree on the dry side of a
swamp, tree full of Spanish moss at the edge of a pool, which could
be mistaken for a lake, gazing in amazement at the reflection of
my unborn children as they swim on the Under, waiting for a chance
to get to the Upside. I'm in white, surrounded by many of
my ancestors, some I knew as people, others just decided they needed
to introduce themselves so that I could get the story straight.
And we are all eating, but mostly sitting and listening to
the vibration of good company and years of blood memories.
From
time to time, one of them leans over and whispers something in my
ear. I, in bad form of course, repeat out loud what they said and
all the others hear, then we all debate the efficacy of the suggestion.
Once I'm clear on the order of things, proper placement and
any urgency required, and why in the hell I would ever do something
like that in the first place, then I get into motion: get the required
items, "find" the proper incantation, and work it.
Next, I write it down. So here is a plate from that dinner
we been having for the last 20 years or so.
sea
moon fish moonshine
fishtales show
shoreline
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