• A sense of darkness
• This is my Life?
• Here we go again...
• Yellow lined paper
• Changing old habits
• Go listen to Pocket Talk
• The voices, the voices, the voices...
• Creatively bankrupt
• Old patterns of demonization
• Halloweeney
• A bad case of the "what if's?"
• My love of Dead Can Dance
• Living the life as a solitary
• Am I an alien on this planet?
• Striving to be independent
• Never felt 100% happy
• Looking half dead with Tina
• Mental battlefields
• I am my own worst enemy
• Gay men are never going to happy in life
• Where is the Gay Life instruction manual?
• Losing my train of thought (again)
• GWB has the lowest approval rating

Tags: solitary lifestyle, dead can dance, Pocket Talk, emo show, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com

• The poor United States of America
• It's been hot in the City of Angels
• Entering "the grays"
• College memories of oversleeping
• Am I going crazy?
• I'm gonna give you some little pills
• First addiction - Sleep
• My love of 80's teenage angst
• Made a shy bald Buddha reflect and plan a mass murder
• Big Smiths fan back in the day...the goth prep cook
• Gray period #2 ...descent into madness and paranoia
• 6 months of good became 3 months of hell
• Tigger has a strict sleep regime
• Taking paranoia to new extremes
• A real talent for inventing fantasy
• The beginnings of agoraphobia
• Unsettling dark thoughts
• Having to admit I have a disease...and it's not my fault
• The Grays here and now
• Tigger is going to take a new road today

Tags: dark thoughts, agoraphobia, insomia, antidepressants, paranoia, morrissey, going crazy, it's my life Talk Talk, mother's talk tears for fears, stop me if you have heard this one before The Smiths, abusing sleep medications, elavil, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com

• Is it Tom of Thailand or Tom in Thailand?
• Work has been a bitch
• My girl Hill won Pennsylvania!
• It's all 60's today on TiggerCast...my Babbs dedication
• I did live through two years of the 1960's
• *Brain-fart*
• I was conceived during the Summer of Love
• Conservatism abound in Tigger's childhood home
• "Mom? Did you ever drop Acid in the 1960's"
• Hippies = fags (per my father)
• The computer to me is what the garage and truck was to my dad
• Slosshy parents
• Mamas & Papas ... they were very special to Tigger
• My ever cool hippy and trippy Aunt Noelle
• So many colors
• Whatever happened to macrame?
• Watch The Doors movie
• Soft serve ice cream dipped in chocolate
• Tigger talks gibberish out of ass
• Nursing runs in my family
• Why do they both look the same?
• Tigger is jaded
• Visit new member of RPSN and TFN -- Joe of Manhandled in Montana
• Tigger does not do the extracurricular podcast activities
• Thank you Christian from the UK for listening to TiggerCast

Tags: babbs, joe manhandled in montana, mental gibberish, nursing, mommie dearest, 1967 summer of love, brain-fart, hell's angels, acid lsd, hillary clinton, macrame, hello i love you the doors, purple haze jimmi hendrix, California dreaming mama papa, the association windy, 1960s, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com, tom in thailand

• Voicemail from Matthew of Spanking Bea Arthur
• 40 years old.....
• Very hot in Los Angeles today.... 98F/37C!
• The birthday dinner and extravaganza that followed
• Old Queens & Snipey tongues
• My 30's.....a rough ten years
• The weekend Tigger quick tweak...a torrid tale of madness
• ZillaFag gives us some medical advice
• Thank you all for my birthday wishes!
• Medical Insurance nightmares
• When Tigger quit crystal meth
• Party, party, Party, crash, crash, CRASH! crazy! crazy! CRAZY!
• The devil's turd Tweak = Evil
• Meth Psychosis
• My happy 30 something years
• Not ready for an outside relationship
• Years of living with clinical depression
• New roads to travel with a more positive attitude
• I am not going to play into past family roles
• Guilt is not there anymore
• Shout outs

Tags: meth psychosis, family drama, Crystal meth, united states healthcare, busy emergency rooms, the kitchen los angeles, old queens, sextronics, Derek Howell & Peter Martin, golden path chemical brothers, lost little soul hibernate, trance music, progressive house music, tigger birthday, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com, turning 40

• Voicemail from Kentie of The Flatus Show
• Quality service from Tigger
• What's up with Falco? Was he gay? Was he straight?
• Tigger gives you a popsicle/ice cream lecture
• Big Stick up your butt
• The internal dynamics of SideWalk Sundaes
• The dreaded day is this Saturday
• Work drama..where is AJ when I need him?
• Tigger's fear of conjoined twins
• Kalvin...please explain "spiritual marriages"
• Women deserve so much more
• 12" is not a good as 7"
• The Iraq War
• Why can't we direct money back to America?
• The profits of war
• Clogged Emergency Rooms of the uninsured
• Am I a alien? I don't understand
• "We think they have WMD's?"
• Olympic torch drama
• Please don't tell me Michelle Kwan will return to Olympics
• L.A. gridlock....it just keeps getting worse and worse
• Homeless olfactory adventure
• Do you know what you would like in 25 years?
• What happened to Matthew of Spanking Bea Arthur?
• Please let me know you're out there?
• Voicemail from Kiko of Visitronix
• Please call my voicemail 206-333-1715

Tags: kiko, kiko visitronix, l.a. gridlock, spanking bea arthur matt, olympic torch drama, national health care, hello waffles, aj, women's rights, conjoined twins, Child abuse, mormonism, flds, big stick popsicle, sidewalk sundaes, falco, b-52s, kentie the flatus show, the walk cure, get the balance right depeche mode, der kommissar falco, tiggercast, tiggercast.com, tigger

Tags: the b-52's, b-52s, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com

• Coming out of podcasting block
• Work is Hell busy...and the hospital is not hiring
• Thank you all for your wonderful TC100 show
• "I hate men" Was Bette Davis a dyke?
• You need to watch the news
• 120 billion dollar profit????
• The unequal distribution of greed
• America is so fucked up
• Is GWB a lizard? Is "V" making a comeback?
• UFO's and other dimensions of reality
• Roswell...a tourist sappy trap of cheezy UFO junk
• The many dimensions of Tigger's reality
• Would you ever consider lowering your prices?
• Bjork. You either just love her or hate her
• The current High School drop out rate
• 1 in 3 urban city high school students drop out
• Tigger was very fortunate to attend a great high school
• Tigger went from lilly white to giant melting pot
• Adapting to a new neighborhood
• LAUSD is a big mess
• Walking to school in a war zone
• Gas & Rent...prices going through the roof
• What is going to become of our country?
• Tigger now thinks like his parents
• It is very expensive to live in So. Cal
• Jenny...do you get a milk price break?
• Inner city kids have it rough when it comes to education
• Will crime increase in the future?
• The recession in the 1970's
• Summer school memories
• Do your remember Sidewalk Sundaes?
• Happy Birthday ZillaFag?
• Moroccan feast and belly dancers
• How would you like pay $1,000 dollars for a fill up?

Tags: zillafag, zillafag.com, high gas prices, los angeles unified school district, lauSD, south central los angeles, high school drop out, rainbow podsquad, the freak network, television show v, lizard people, oil congressional hearings, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com, Podcasting block, influenza a/b, bette davis, i hate men, roswell, nv, ufo's, bjork human behavior, spooky new order, u2 even better than the real thing

• ShowNotes
• Love from PizzaBabe & Sin on Tigger's 100th show!
• Tigger's first appearance on a podcast (how sad am I ?)
• Mommie Dearest bonding....Quitter! Quitter! Quitter!
• OMG Jake is here! Still haven't found those Atta Boy Kneepads
• Bologna & Cheese....that can only mean one thing...Sin is in the house
• The 100th show....Welcome, my special peeps!
• Podcasting roots....The Dawn & Drew Show...opened my ears for podcasting
• How I found podcasting
• iPodder-X
• When I found Madge...I was hooked
• I used to be the podcasting uber fan
• Zilla wants more drunk TiggerCasts
• My love for Zilla
• How I met my internet husband, AJ
• Looking back on AJ's recent moving trip from hell
• Meeting PizzaBabe and all the great things that followed
• Pre-podcasting jitters...Tigger starts to podcast
• Oh...if I could only have his hot breath in my ear...Love ya Tom in Thailand!
• Music is Tigger's emotional release
• Spanking Bea Arthur love...thank you Matt
• We are the 100'th podcast doublemint twins
• Weegie! Weegie! Weegie! .....look out Mojo
• Kalvin love...what's the crazy clinic?
• Triple-A...I love ya girl!!!!
• Newbie podcasters....Matt*hew The Power Gay
• The Royal Pains....love to ya Craig and Leslie
• I love new listeners....Laughing Water in Springfield, Oregon
• Another great listener chimes in....Kentie from the Flatus Show
• Psychic TV bonding....Sigils and cum
• Thank you everyone at The Freak Network and the Rainbow Podsquad
• Podcasting has helped me tremendously
• I love you all.....Thank you listeners and my podcasting family!

• Galvanize - Chemical Brothers
• Where's Your Head At? - Basement Jaxx
• The Mating Game (Kraak & Smaak Remix) - Bitter Sweet

Tags: rainbow podsquad, the freak network, psychic tv, laughing water, kentie the flatus show, the royal pains, Craig leslie royal pains, triple A, alicia allissa aliza, kalvin hello waffles, hello waffles, matt*hew the power gay, weegie big gay sex show, spanking bea arthur matt, tom in thailand, queercasting, Cuppatea.us, zillafag.com, ipodder X, dawn & drew show, zillafag, yeast radio, tigger's podcast review, mommie dearest, sinful phreak, pizzababe, the mating game (kraak & smaak remix) bitter sweet, where's your head at basement jaxx, galvanize chemical brothers, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com, 100 podcast

• Tigger had to go in to work today - Computer downtime Hell
• I remember when I didn't have heartburn
• Beautiful day in Los Angeles today
• AJ is in moving Hell right now...
• AJ is now a little Miss Artsy Fartsy Bug
• Los Angeles is trying to make downtown more entertaining (and safer)
• 6000 homeless people live in downtown Los Angeles
• Do have $500,000 for a loft overlooking Skid Roe?
• The Sunday countdown to work
• I'm content just being at home
• What do you talk about on podcast 99?
• Prince and other tormented artists
• Almost a 3 digiter
• Orgy kicked ass on Blue Monday
• Christiaan and Bean are knee deep in parenthood
• The pros and cons of antidepressants
• Sedation, sedation, sedation...give me some coffee already
• Looking for something good in my life
• The struggle of antidepressants and a future relationship
• The struggle of my dwindling libido
• The spontaneity of my sex drive is what's missing
• Something is brewing inside myself
• The importance of transformation
• Facing the crossroads and I need to make a decision
• Tigger the rescuer
• The symphony of the "Ooooohhhs"
• I struggle with certain social situations
• Leaning how to change negative thinking
• Tigger has a new Voice Line = 206-333-1715

Tags: psychotherapy, turning 40, mid life crisis, antidepressants, artist prince, downtown los angeles lofts, homeless los angeles, aj louisville ky, Computer hell, computer failure, strangelove , Syndicate of L.A.W., when doves cry hypnofuge, orgy new order, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com

• I inch closer to a new phone line (will I finally relent?) Thank you Matthew and Forrest for hooking me up
• Snowing like a bitch in Ohio?
• Snow seems like a pain in the ass to live in
• A tingle tangle of audio fun that will hex-tract you
• HIllary gains some much needed delegates - Thank you Ohio and Texas voters!
• What's up with Clinton-Obama one ticket? Could it happen?
• A very interesting presidential ticket it would be
• The power to the top....I'm feeling Hillary as a possible Vice President
• The Christian Right is not finding a new Ronald Reagan this time around
• I long for the days that GWB will not be my president
• Where is all the political accountability?
• MicroSoft? Tigger? What's up with that?
• Apple iMac keyboard is like typing on a thin mushy sponge
• AJ is off to Louisville (if he can get out of the blizzard)
• A new QSP recorded this weekend...special guest host, Matt*hew, The Power Gay
• Thank you Craig of The Royal Pains for your email you sent me
• What's going on with my sister? I need to stop filling in my mental blanks
• Slow down Speed Racer!
• The evolution of Front 242
• Go listen to Kiko's music dedication show!
• Same patterns of behavior resurface again...Family politics
• I'm not going to feel guilty because you can't accept my homosexuality
• The guilt is gone. The anger is gone. I'm tired of the emotional baggage
• Thank you Forrest and Kalvin for your great comments
• More than a bottles worth of carcinogenic emotional unresolved baggage
• How will I be a part of my nephews lives?
• Kalvin looks hot on his camping trip
• My mind is being numbed out by Reality TV
• Tigger needs a nature day
• Pancreatic cancer is pretty much a death sentence
• Being single sucks when come to paying federal taxes
• The Middle Class is being ripped apart
• What place is worst when it comes to terrorism? Afghanistan or Los Angeles?
• Inner city gangs are domestic terrorists
• 17 pills to go to bed
• Time to end this podcast

Tags: lamictal, pancreatic cancer, emotional baggage, forrest lonely ice floe, kalvin hello waffles, family guilt, making ice, matt*hew the power gay, the royal pains, christian right, family drama, queerspresso, john mccaine, barack obama, hillary clinton, blizzards ohio, do ya think i'm sexy revolting cocks, your mind belongs to the state meat beat manifesto, skin front 242, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com

• Christiaan...Thank you for my new opening!
• Almost 100 TiggerCasts and counting
• Sleep Saturdays
• Remembering the party club days
• 90s alternative club fashion
• No pot bars in L.A.
• I forget to talk about our new RPSN member: Scott Daddy of Leather Bound
• A Pen of Men
• alcohol + sweat + man-scent = Faultline L.A
• Fitting in with the world around you
• The beauty of the male body
• When Society is telling that you are wrong and sick
• Los Angeles Dia De Los Muertos Festival
• Tigger does have a dark side
• The mystery of the criminal mind
• My musical dedication to the fabulous Sin
• Wicca is a religion of Love, Light and Truth
• Tigger is not a Satan worshiper
• An astute awareness of the Higher Self
• Reincarnation and past lives
• Searching for the message of my own destiny
• Learning to love yourself
• Why can't some Christians get the message
• Love has no limitations
• The biggest gay pink elephant in room
• Searching for my Spiritual path
• The Unitarian Universalist Church
• The joy of Experience
• The Earth is a living organism that we all originate from
• One thread makes a beautiful tapestry
• God is funny and has a great sense of humor
• Why does this scare you so much?
• Old family behaviors and patterns reemerge
• Tigger talks Bewitched

Tags: elizabeth montgomery, bewitched, dick seargent, dick york, goddess, god, gaia, univeralist unitarian church, christians, past lives, reincarnation, higher self, wicca, the dark side, l.a. dia de los muertos festival, male beauty, faultline bar l.a., scott daddy leather bound, 90's clubs, rainbow podsquad, mindstream (psychedelically speaking mix) meat beat manifesto, thrill kill kult, a martini built for 2 TKK, nine inch nails head like a hole, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com

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ShowNotes:

My new lucky charm...thanks Weegie for my new intro!
Notice the quiet...
My Mac G4 died...very sad and frustrating for your boy (how AJ? huh?)
Change all of your old TiggerCast bookmarks to the new TiggerCast.com!
Kerosine lamps and no computers..life sucks offline
My podcast world faded away for a while
The most beautiful woman of all of Mortiville
Visit the RainbowPodsquad.com
My love and admiration for John Waters
How come all great groups break up?
The story of a very small harmless screw
My day at The Grove
I'm a knuckle headed idiot
I love my new iMac
You need to re-bookmark my site and RSS feed
Clearing up some commenting drama on SBA
A low level of anxiety has kept Tigger busy
Can you say "Number 4"?
Am I biploar? Where are my mania episodes?
My sister pulls back the strings
Go give a listen to the new Queerspresso-075 - Cruzin
Tigger needs to move the South
You can't build a fire in the middle of a bedroom
Tom in Thailand - glad you liked the last music show
Viva Los Vegas - can't wait until August
Visit The Freak Network


Music played on today's show:

1. Alice (Drop the Line - Heavy Bass Remix) - Moby (New Moby Single!)
2. Today - The Smashing Pumpkins
3. Reverence - The Jesus & Mary Chain



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Tags: queerspresso, sba, tom in thailand, the grove los angeles, rainbow podsquad, mink stole, mortville, lucky charms, weegie, computer failure, moby, reverence jesus mary chain, smashing pumpkins today, moby alice, john waters desperate living, tigger, tiggercast, tiggercast.com

(No, I do not know the people in this picture. I just thought it was a cool and interesting pic)
(Especially, Miss Thing on the far right --->
ShowNotes:

• Listen to the brand new Queerspresso with AJ - QSP 072 - Tragicomically
• Listen and welcome new RPSN Member - Matt'hew thepowergay
• Thank you Nephi for listening to TiggerCast
• Baby Christiaan-Bean coming very soon..the stork lingers
• Sin...you need to deep throat your mic!
• Imbolc...focus on new positive energy right now
• The Art of Tattoos....washed out by the rain
• Dinner with my best friend
• Listen to your friends...don't wait until the last minute
• Tigger is feeling the old skool house music vibe today
• AJ & PizzaBabe respect good old skool house music like Tigger
• Tigger takes a chance....and is pleasantly surprised
• Feeling good about new beginnings
• Taking the communication to whole other level
• Two strangers trying to re-connect
• Feeling "detached" from everything and everyone
• Taking psychotherapy more seriously
• Dark Saturday afternoon
• You have to let go of the anger...it will kill you if you don't
• Neighbor drama...was I too queen-bitchy?
• Dealing with guilt feelings after I've asserted myself
• A layer of sadness and melancholy
• Barracked and Hillary'reed' to death here in So Cal.
• Not an Oscar queen
• No more political talk at work
• Don't you think every American should have access to good healthcare?
• Go Away Christiaan Right...Reagan will not be rising from the dead
• Capital Punishment is O.K. Abortion is Not?


Music on today's show:

1. The Party - Kraze
2. Themes from S'Express - S'Express
3. Make My Body Rock - Jomanda