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2007 August 5th Sunday 19:20PDT
many years of pleasurable service
On Tuesday July 31st i was driving to my medical appointments when two small deer stopped traffic as they scrambled confusedly in the middle of the street, much the same as earlier in the month when i'd been behind the wheel. This time, however, i saw no parent, and these two both appeared to be small fawns who could barely walk. The other drivers and i waited a minute until the creatures found their way across North Forest Street and slipped through a gap in the railings along the section of sidewalk which rises along the shoulder of South Hill. The deer disappeared beyond the houses behind North Garden Street in the block between East Berry and Rose Street. It's a mystery to me how or why they would wander into the dense urban downtown region.
I continued along to my first appointment at the Northwest Outpatient Laboratories where i had blood drawn to check my HIV viral load again. This will help determine whether it's time for me to start new AIDS medications-- i expect this to be happening soon, and i'm not looking forward to the situation, but neither am i feeling too terribly anxious. Then i went to my second appointment at Saint Joseph's Hospital where i had my usual monthly Respiratory Therapy. I inhaled Pentamidine antibiotics for half an hour to prevent the return of AIDS-related pneumocystis.
Wednesday August 1st i was shaving my head, as i do every three or four weeks, and i decided to leave a strip over the top. I've worn this mohawk haircut numerous times during my adult life, occasionally letting it grow five or six inches tall. I'm not sure how much patience i'll have this time around, as i don't care to put much effort into maintenance, but i like the way it feels at the moment. I enjoy having a shaven skull because it is sensually gratifying, and it's easy to keep extremely clean. This helps me avoid AIDS-related dermatological complications which i've had in the past, as fungi and bacteria apparently love to attack my immunocompromised follicles when given the slightest opportunity.
On Friday August 3rd i enjoyed lots of exercise on some of my favorite dildonic toys. I spent a while in my bathroom douching and then taking a shower so i was squeaky clean inside and out. The first item i chose to insert into my horny ass was the Purple Silicone (#39). This smooth toy was perfect for opening up my anus and sliding some Boy Butter and K-Y lubricants into my rectum. Then i stuck the Axis (#56) to the bottom of the bathtub using its suction-cup base and proceeded to ride it merrily. The Axis is very squeezable and long enough to really satisfy. I was assured of my impeccable anal cleanliness and i felt like i was at my most receptive, so i decided to ride Bam next.
Bam is my favorite dildo lately (#4 & #4) and he really seems to be the most ideal fit for my rectal capacities. I stuck him to the bathtub and rode him in a squatting position until he forced droplets of piss out of me. I stuck him to the fiberglass wall of the shower and backed onto him, slamming myself backwards along his shaft as he made me drip. Then i planted him in the center of the bathroom floor, straddled him and lowered myself down him until my haunches were almost touching his base, and bounced madly.
I have another long dildo with a suction-cup which i call "Spelunker" (#19) and i wanted to ride him on the corner of the counter next to the sink. First i slid him as far into my ass as i could manage, probably ten inches deep, then i backed up against the vanity and scooted his base just over the edge, sticking it in place and holding it behind my ass with one hand while i masturbated with the other. By stretching up and down on my tip-toes and by leaning at various angles i was able to make him stuff my ass in a quite satisfying fashion. Eventually my feet and ankles were a little tired from these maneuvers, so i decided to go play in the northwest room.
My big black dildo named "Bounce" (#9) is beginning to age. His surface is still smooth and not flaking, but it no longer has the pliability it once possessed. I decided to ride this enormous dong for a while, trying to determine whether it was time to dispose of him after many years of pleasurable service. I covered the bed with old sheets and knelt in the middle with Bounce wedged between my ankles behind me. I stuffed him up my ass and yanked my body up and down, having a jolly bounce for which he's named, and it seemed like it would be worth keeping him a little while longer. If the surface of his rubber becomes tacky or loses any tiny black flakes, it will be time to throw him away; but for now i guess he's still okay. It's hard to dispose of something which has given me so many orgasms over the years.
The next toy which i selected with the same intention of testing for worthiness was Shroom (#2). He is so fucking wide it seemed like he might be beyond my capacities. When i was in my late twenties there were numerous occasions when i jammed this huge fucking Shroom in my ass; i can recall a few times when i was high on ecstasy and marijuana, and that thick rubber toy made me cum like crazy. But nowadays, eight or ten years later, it feels like Shroom is no longer something i can enjoy with the same vigor. On this particular Friday evening i struggled mightily for a while to insert him through my anus. When he did finally pop through, it was so intense i thought i was losing my mind. He tapers slightly going down his shaft, and i was able to ride him for a couple minutes. On the stereo the album Drums Are Dangerous was playing, and the Drum Club spun a magical thundering ambience with the songs Reefer and De-Lushed. Soon the intensity was too much and it made me cum really hard, squirting jizz all over my hands and the sheets in front of me as i masturbated and humped on the crazy big black Shroom.
When i tried to pull him back out of my ass it was almost a little painful. It actually seemed more uncomfortable on the way out than on the way in. I yelped when he popped free of my anal sphincter, having a momentary sensation that my brains were falling inside-out through my butthole. For a little while afterwards i felt a sort of twinge in the muscles around my anus, not quite hurting but certainly not pleasurable the way i'd prefer. So i made up my mind: Shroom is now removed from the toybox and instead i will just keep him on the shelf as a sort of objet d'art, and i don't think i'll ever try to ride him again. He's fucking intense, and he made me cum, but i can't risk harming my anus by going beyond my capacities.
It felt ever-so-slightly disheartening to admit to myself that my capacities just aren't what they used to be. But i guess that's perfectly natural, we all might lose some of our athletic abilities as we grow old, despite our efforts to stay in good shape. Anyway, my attitude is that i have nothing to prove to myself, i'm just looking to have a good time. So if i can't handle a certain fucking massive dildo like i used to, that's all right. I've got plenty of other beautiful objects to jam in my hungry ass.
I rested for a while, washing up all of the toys except Bam. I ate some yogurt and drank Diet Mountain Dew which has lots of caffeine. This gave me a fresh burst of energy to continue exercising as the sun set and twilight fell. The next item which i wished to 'test for acceptability' was Reamer (#3). I purchased this smooth flexible black rubber dong years ago at an adult store in Seattle called The Crypt. Due to the repeated usage of oil-based lubricants it seemed like the surface no longer had its perfect smoothness. So i wanted to examine it for any developing imperfections, and see how well it worked after almost a decade of playdates.
The surface had a hint of oily tackiness, but was not flaking nor hardening, so i decided i would probably keep it a while longer. I stood it upright in the middle of the bed and squatted over it, lowering my butthole down its smooth length, then i flung myself up and down rapidly. With plenty of lubrication it still slid nicely in and out of my ass, so i knew it could still be enjoyed for the near future.
At this time the music playing on the stereo was the amazing compilation Plug In + Turn On from Instinct Records. This anthology had a big influence on my musical tastes twelve or thirteen years ago, as i became familiar with the artists therein and pursued their subsequent releases. I switched from Reamer back to Bam as the rhythms inspired my motions. I wedged a smooth wooden plank between the wall and the side of the bed, then affixed Bam to a spot about ten or eleven inches above the mattress. This was perfect for getting on my hands and knees and backing onto the massive dong. I pulled some raunchy old pillows up under my stomach for support and comfort in this position and then i began slamming myself along Bam's shaft. As he fucked me and made my penis drip with excited fluids i listened to the danceable sounds as they swirled around the room.
The song Freakazoids And Robots by Terre Thaemlitz was rumbling seductively from the five surround-speakers as i fantasized about cyborg fuckbuddies who would jam me full of their monstrous robo-cocks. Bam gave me such intense pleasure i could not resist reaching under my crotch and masturbating while i rocked back and forth along his perfect penetration. Soon i was having another orgasm, squirting semen on my thighs and the pillows, softly moaning as my eyes were tightly shut and the fantasies clouded my brain. After the waves of pleasure finished convulsing my muscles i continued to rest there on my hands and knees, keeping myself impaled on Bam. I stayed unmoving in that blissful position for a long time as the music continued and relaxation spread over me.
On the morning of Saturday August 4th i wore my black jockstrap and slipped the Purple Silicone into my asshole, then sat on my office chair which was covered with an old towel. As the silicone dildo kept me very happy i spent a while on my iMac G5, totally stoned. I played a game of fast~5~faan MahJong with some buddies on Yahoo Games, and i had an incredible stroke of good luck. I managed to win a Double Limit hand with 8192 Tile Points. It was a Major~3~Dragons Limit with Maximum Faan, and it was also a Classic Limit of Hidden~Treasure with four perfect pungs totally concealed and going out with self~pick. I put the screenshot in the Hall of Fame gallery and updated the Yahoo 360 ~ Lion's Lair Blog.
My Marinol prescription gave me an excellent appetite. After removing my buttplug i decided i wanted to go buy lunch at Arby's, and Tony threw together a marvelously nutritious and colorful salad while i was out. I brought home some fried mozzarella sticks, cream-cheese-filled deep-fried jalapenos, curly fried potatoes, roast beef sandwich, battered fried chicken, and sugar-free Dr Pepper soda. Our salad had spinach, cucumber, red lettuce, iceberg lettuce, carrot, celery, tomato, zucchini, and a lovely dressing made with yogurt and cultured sour cream, herbs, olive oil, and balsamic vinegar.
After our huge meal we lied around all afternoon in front of the television watching the professional poker games which Tony had videotaped this weekend. We had some ice cream, and i fell asleep before sunset. I spent a total of sixteen hours in bed, "recharging my batteries" after all that dildonic exercise.
When i awoke Sunday August 5th my lower back was very sore. Fortunately it felt better a few hours later. We watched more videotaped television: Tony had recorded the weekend's episodes of Comedy Now! and Comedy Inc. on the Vancouver CTV channel. I played more MahJong online with some favorite gaming buddies (Trixie and Piper), and listened to old music by Tom Tom Club and Talking Heads. The afternoon was sunny and warm but not too hot, as is typical here during August on the seashore of Bellingham, Washington.
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