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2005 October 9th Sunday 22:44PT - shifting from feelings of resistance to a sensation of acceptance

Friday evening was very entertaining as i played 5Faan+ MahJong with my friends in the Lion's Lair. I had a lovely hand of Pure~Suit(6F+), All~Pongs(+3F), OwnFlower(+1F), total of 10Faan and 1664 Tile Points. Then near the end of final round, i won an incredible hand which was my highest scoring arrangement of Five~Doors that i'd ever achieved on Yahoo. It contained one of each of the five elements (Bamboos, Circles, Myriads, Winds, and Dragons) and the formation was Mix~Suits~All~Pongs(3F+), FlowerKong(+2F), OwnSeason(+1F), Self~Pick(+1F) for a total of 7Faan and 3968 Tile Points. I was in East chair for double payment from all three opponents, leaping ahead nearly twenty-four thousand points; then i won the very last hand#4 of the final North round with a Pure~Chows arrangement, so i ended the game with about thirty thousand points. I was playing with Alex, Trixie, Andy, and Cora; they are extremely challenging opponents, so it was very stimulating mentally. I placed the snapshot of the winning tiles on the rainbow_wind_dragon profile i was using at the time.

My friend Kenny sent me a new adult video which i found to be quite exciting: Bottoms Up from HotHouse PlainWrapped productions. The ass-tastic dildo action turns me on tremendously. Another new bit of delightful software which arrived during the first week of October was a disc i'd ordered: the Future Sound Of London presents Alice in Ultraland by Amorphous Androgynous. This psychedelic blend of modern electronica with sounds reminiscent of the most interesting tunes from my childhood during the 1970s is quite a treat from those British musicians who've been infusing my life with beautiful noise for over thirteen years.

Although i had slept for eleven hours Friday and had then only been awake for about ten hours, i was rather tired and went back to bed early. When i got up Saturday morning, i'd been having a dream about travel in the future through some sort of time-warp and we are all outdoors near a large building, a barn, surrounded by trees, and there are futuristic spaceships having a battle, it reminds me of an episode of Star Trek, and then Scott Bakula is there as a character similar to Captain Archer, and there are explosions as the ships fire energy weapons at each other. I brewed a pot of coffee and flavored the grounds with almond extract, cinnamon, cloves, nutmeg, ginger, allspice, and anise seeds. Then i sorted out my medications into the compartments of my weekly planner, while listening to some old discs by the Future Sound Of London and Neotropic (Seattle's Riz Maslen). Then i trawled through some webcomics, caught up on e-mail, and looked at some news articles.

In the early afternoon i took a long time on my shower-shot, hosing out my colon until it was squeaky clean. During a break in these ablutions, i had some yogurt and a mug of miso broth with kelp, mirin, ginger, safflower oil and shoyu; and i took some supplementary magnesium and potassium. I believe the yogurt helps to maintain probiotic flora balance of the large intestine, while the miso and seaweed have extra minerals to assist the body's electrolyte balance. This seems to be a good idea on days when i engage in extensive hydrotherapy, or at those times when i occasionally have a distressful digestive system. Fortunately i've been doing rather well in that department lately, and haven't needed very much Lomotil (Diphenoxylate and Atropine) during the past couple months. Tony helped me with my grooming, using the electric clippers to shave my scalp except for the pseudo-mohawk strip that i'd been growing over the top.

After my extensive douching, i used 25: the Rubber Penis ButtPlug for some exploratory drilling, working some lubrication up my ass and verifying that it was immaculate. If using condoms, i would apply K-Y-Gel; i also utilize that liquid-lube on my dildos, but i normally push crisco up my butt if i plan to only play with toys while eschewing being fucked by somebody's rubber-clad penis. The combination of oil-based and water-based substances is especially slippery, but oil dissolves latex and quickly renders it useless. It will also degrade the rubber ass-toys (but neither the silicone nor the polyvinyl toys) despite meticulous washing; but i am resigned to their limited lifespan and eventual need for replacement, so i go ahead and apply shortening to my ass when i'm having a romp with the big dildos. After fooling around with the black Penis-shaped Buttplug for a while, i took the 13: Perpendickulator and stuck it to the wall in the shower using its sturdy suction-cup base. I backed onto this and reamed my ass happily. Then i felt like using something slightly longer and more flexible, so i put 17: ShawnsDong on the wall also. Holding the Dong in place with its strong suction-cup, i slid most of its length up my ass as i pressed back against it, then squirmed and wiggled as i humped it in and out.

Moving along to a wider toy, i selected 19: Spelunker and reamed myself vigorously for a while. Then i played with the 20: L.A. Special which my friend Kenny had given to me a year or two ago. I managed to get the first half of the L.A. Special into my ass, past the second ripple, and twisted it around in a variety of positions. Then i squatted over it and bounced up and down half its length, enjoying its stimulation which was slightly different from most of the other toys with more regular shapes. I also watched several scenes from fine adult videos which Kenny had given me, among the JamPacked and HandPacked series.

Spelunker and the L.A. Special quickly opened me up, and i was in the mood for some major stuffing, so i chose 4: Bam next, using his suction-cup to affix him to the board which was against the wall next to the bed. I placed him at an optimal height so i could back up to him on my hands and knees, and i managed to insert almost his entire length inside myself, nearly down to his balls. High and dizzy with lust, i rode him for a long time, slamming myself back against him with glee as he forced droplets of pre-cum out of me. I exercised with this fabulous toy until the muscles in my legs and back became tired; then i switched to a sitting position, lounging comfortably against a couple old pillows, and kept him nestled as far up my ass as possible as i watched some more of the HotHouse videos.

I felt like i was near my maximum dilation capability, ready for some of my biggest equipment; so i fetched 2: Shroom from the toybox. This beastly slab of rubber has quite a wide diameter and can be extremely difficult to insert. I knelt on the bed with Shroom wedged between my feet and lowered myself onto him. It took a couple minutes of serious concentration, and i found that i could manage to slip him further and further through my anus if i tried to push outwards with my muscles. Then when i stuffed him past his widest point, he slid more easily along the portion of his shaft which is slightly tapered. The feeling of fullness as he stretched me incredibly was incomparable, and somewhat excruciating as i could barely stand to keep him about seven inches deep inside me. I inhaled a couple hits of poppers, and found myself suddenly shifting from feelings of resistance to a sensation of acceptance. I began slowly bouncing up and down a couple inches, fucking myself with his intense thickness. It was great fun for a few minutes as i wiggled and bucked to the rhythm of the Future Sound Of London's albums by Amorphous Androgynous. Eventually i had to give my ass a rest, and it was quite a mind-bending moment when i yanked Shroom all the way back out of my butt. Then i satisfied the craving to fill that emptiness by shoving Bam back in.

While i lied there with my awesome toy embedded in my ass, i fiddled around with some leather gear for my genitals. I had a cockring which snapped shut below the base of my penis and scrotum. Attached to this was another wide leather strap which wrapped around my balls, stretching them downward as it snapped shut. Then it had a final strap which went around under my balls and between them, pushing them apart in a pleasantly stimulating way as it fastened with a snap to the ball-stretcher. I enjoyed the way it made my erect cock and large testicles protrude. I continued working Bam in and out of my ass for a while, then i was in the mood for some vibrator action so i retrieved 10: Krakatoa. I inserted six or seven inches into my ass, and enjoyed the thickness which was very similar to Bam's. Then i activated the speed-control dials and was delighted by the vibrations which i could feel from near my tailbone and pelvis, all the way up my spine. I shifted positions numerous times, squatting frog-like as i bounced on the big toy, then kneeling and wriggling slowly, then lying on my back against a couple pillows as i let about half of the vibrator rest inside me.

I was running out of the energy to romp much longer, so i eventually settled into a position lying back with Krakatoa stuck about six inches deep in me. With his two internal 'eggs' vibrating at top speed, the noise of his buzzing seemed to reverberate through my bones. I stroked my dick and flexed my ass muscles along the huge solid toy, until i finally shot my cum onto my stomach and crotch. Then i deactivated the vibrations and pulled him back out of my exhausted body.

After unfastening the cock- and ball-stretcher, i wiped up and gathered all my toys to wash in a sink of hot soapy water. When everything was clean i left them all arrayed on the shelf by the window to dry. Then i took the 38: Bronze Silicone Buttplug, poured a few drops of lube on it, and slipped it up my ass. I left some more music by Neotropic playing on the stereo as i lied on the bed, covered myself with a couple sheets, and fell asleep with the plug happily stuck in my ass for the rest of the night. I actually managed to sleep for about nine hours that way, waking up only two or three times. I had an erection each time, beautifully stimulated by the plug. When i finally woke up for good after 13:14PDT, i wanked another load, augmented by the pleasantly satisfying feeling of the toy in my butt. Then i wiped up, washed my buttplug, and took a long shower.

After my shower, i entered Tony's room where he was still sleeping. He awoke as i snuggled up against him, pushing my ass against his crotch. He had a boner as he rubbed my shoulders and scratched my head the way i do so love. He passed me his little bottle of water-based lube so i applied a squirt to my buttcrack as he put on a condom. Then he proceeded to fuck me sideways as a couple drops of pre-cum oozed from my dick. "I love the way you've worked your ass open for me," he whispered as he jammed into me. He pushed me over so i was face-down, lying on my stomach and arching my back to push my ass up against him as he reamed harder and harder. After a couple more minutes, i could feel him throbbing inside me. "You're makin' me cum," he moaned. I squirmed and flexed my asshole on his cock as he squirted inside the condom.

"You're making me leak, too," i said. He rolled off of me, and i showed him the sticky spot on the bed beneath my crotch where i'd been dripping because i love being fucked by him so much. He kissed me and smiled when i told him about the fun i'd had the night before, and how i'd slept with the plug for so many hours. After we wiped up, he asked if i wanted to go out to lunch. We got dressed and decided to go to Shari's diner again. We drove over to the Telegraph Road shopping Village at the Guide Meridian, and enjoyed a huge meal. We started with a Trio Sampler of deep-fried zucchini, mozzarella sticks, and onion rings. Then i had chicken dumpling soup, french-fried potatoes, and a Cuban sandwich (pulled pork, ham, mustard, pickles, Swiss cheese, ciabatta bread) while Tony had the potato-pancake platter with sausage and eggs. We purchased a peanut butter chocolate pie to bring home.

After returning home, we watched our videotape of Saturday Night Live and enjoyed some pie. The enormous Horizon Fairbanks ship was back at the international pier, this time loaded with dozens of cargo containers. The huge vessel was as long as the entire south end of the docks, dwarfing the fishing boats. The cars and trucks parked along the pier seemed miniscule in comparison.

I appreciate the berth of massive vessels.





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