april 12 visit



since my lolo (grandpa) passed away, every year (except last year), on his birthday, i dream about it him. he visits me in my dreams. in my dreams of him, i am aware that he is gone. i know he is a 'ghost'. not a scary one, more like an angel watching over me. he pops in, says hi. he would carry me on his back and then he'll say goodbye. i don't ind him leaving at all, cause i know he'll come back and say hi again. lolo, i hope you find your way to my dreams tonight. i missed you last year, maybe you got lost in san luis? after all, i don't think you've been to california before....

Posted: Wed - April 12, 2006 at 11:47 PM          

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