how much farther will we go? 



now that i've looked at the clock, i'm suddenly antsy to call Δ, but i'll give it a while. ♀ assures me i've not come up a pothead, so perhaps my status as a convicted felon will come up clear as well. i ostensibly as supposed to go back to the place that must not be named friday, so i may have four . . . or three . . . or two only shifts left at s____, depending on how things work out . . . or something may go sour at the last minute, which would be unthinkable. feh and veh.

bonnie asked me if i was excited, and i can't answer that. i'm not excited, really, nor am i relieved, much. it just is. there's positives and negatives. the positives, of course, outweigh the negatives or i'd not be doing it. i'll miss s____ more than i missed the place that must not be named when i left, but there's negatives as well--such as poverty and fear of illness.

not that we'll be rich now. but at least there will be room to breathe.


i should stop looking at the clock. i'll probably find she's not in and at a training somewhere else in the city. that seems to happen a lot to her. 

Posted: Mon - September 27, 2004 at 07:41 AM             |

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