Distraction City
Theory 0 : Practice 5
There's a theory that if you have ADD and you eat
right and you exercise, then you will be better able to
concentrate.Not.Not
for me, anyway. At least not yet. I've done really well the last 5 days on the
food and exercise, and I can't focus worth crap. In fact, I've gotten
worse.Over the last 5
days:
- I've gotten done what usually takes me 3 days.
- I've left my credit card in a restaurant.
- I've left my jacket in a restaurant (separate incident.)
- I've left my wallet at home.
- I've left my wallet in my teaching office.
- I've left my textbooks for scriptwriting in my NoHo office.
- I've left my textbooks for scriptwriting in my scriptwriting classroom.
- I've left my journal behind in 2 different places.
Now I remember why it's so bloody hard for me to stick to a diet and exercise plan... why, while I've blogged triumphantly about biking, etc., I always "fall off the wagon" long before this point in the semester.
Well, it's a choice between exercise and healthy eating, or risk of a heart problem recurrence. But I'm far more frightened of turning in grades late where I'm teaching, or of not completing my script, than I am of a heart attack. I'm actually more afraid of facing The Cardiologist having not dieted and exercised than I am of the possible heart attack itself (though not as afraid of him as I am of late grades or late script.)
In other words, my priorities are fucked.
I could write at length about why my priorities are fucked (it was a survival strategy for me as a child; a sad story that will power a good many scripts :) ) but that will do me no good now. Instead, I need to put my health first, no matter how scary that is.
It's VERY scary. More later.
Posted: Sat
- December
11, 2004 at 12:52 PM
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