Feeling good


Whoa, just read the entry from 19.5.'04 and realized that I have arrived at the point where I wanted to be... my decision was oh so right, and I'm back into real life, passing all exams and actually taking a liking to my study. I'm relieved and happy to be not worrying anymore. Good old self is back, no, improved self is back. Things are taking a turn for the good :)

I guess no one can see how much it means to me, but I'm so happy to be here right now. I'm usually not the worrying type although I'm easily concerned about my loved ones, but everyone who knows me has seen that I had a tiny crisis (erm....). Since the start of this semester I was just floating through it rather than the enforced dragging that I experienced before. I fear I'm repeating myself, but this semester's just dominated by feel-good-flashs! I have my natural walking antidepressant that keeps me cheered up and drugged in a steady state of well-being. No wonder - I never made friends easily and having one now naturally improves my mood. I always feared I'd stay a lonely outsider, but I think I've grown out of it. Socializing is nice and necessary. Good that I had my share in the last weeks, because the next weeks will be densely packed and my only companions will be books - if I pass biochemistry, but that lies in the near future. I'll shut up now, but I just felt the urge to post some stuff after I was forced to neglect my blog for so long.

Posted: Do - Juli 8, 2004 at 11:09 Uhr      

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