Schweinehund - my dear pet


Today I spent all afternoon and evening to prepare for the "Respiration"-Practical in Physiology. That's one out of five practicals I have to learn for (and physiology is only one out of 3 big subjects). I didn't manage all, only the first part of it (Lung function diagnostics), quite a frustrating realization after 8 hours of reading and scribbling down 9 pages of stuff I never knew existed.

At least I noticed again that it doesn't matter how little my motivation is - normally my motivation is in the negative and forces me to fall asleep while reading attempts ;-) - When I just manage to get over the initial boredom and "negative interest" and get into it, it works well and rewarding. Every time I regret that I didn't start earlier, because it's actually fun to do it.
I just never remember that when I casually glance at the books.
In german we say, I have a much too big "inneren Schweinehund". Cheeky beast.

Posted: So - Dezember 7, 2003 at 09:59 Uhr      

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