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Oh crap, I feel totally out of my freaking mind.

I don't know what's causing this, possibly has something to do with knowing I'll be having my last exam on monday or tuesday in two weeks, but my brain's just going haywire. Can't focus on anything *essential*, instead have, well, that situation I came round to be in, and it's rather useless circumstances bothering me. AND it's cool outside and I can't even sit in the park and attempt to read something there. No, summer isn't over yet! I'd be older if it was, and I wouldn't miss my own birthday. So why the autumn look already? Bloody cursed monkey shite!
I tell ya, once my exam is over I'll have to go major ape shit and get rid of this energy before I explode! Feel the sudden need of some weapons training, preferrably something with sharp blades. Actually, I'd tremendously enjoy the feeling of a 600 kg horse underneath me right now. Heck, I just must turn into Legolas and my problems are solved! (As for above mentioned activities, both shouldn't be exercised with an aggressive base mood, but with concentration and inner calmness. Me knows that, but the thought of letting loose still cheers me up in my current situation. Besides, I am NOT very successful with either activities, but mastering that in the future is something I'm looking forward to.)

Hey, I *heard* that! No, I'm not suffering female PMS; if any, it's rather Physikum-induced Major Strain, so shut your fly trap and let me rant.

Posted: Di - September 14, 2004 at 01:05 Uhr      

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