Nandayo..!?!
~ smoothly translates from japanese to english as
"what the hell...!?!" Insert fuming
Sano growl here ^ ^;;
~ Although I won't need this category daily,
it'll hopefully hold the boring everyday-stuff in a neat stack.
I just wanted another category because my
main is already so stuffed up. And I'm sorry for the bad icon, but RK insiders
will recognize it anyway, heh, it's just my current favourite.
Just wasted a large pile of paper
and
too much of my precious time to print out topics, overviews and other stuff
relating to the next semesters. Don't want to appear pessimistic, but that
sucks. Oh well, I admit... maybe I
am
making the pessimistic part up - it is good after all, I'm just so not looking
forward to reading that stuff now. Actually, I have
been
in a bright and lighthearted mood since
yesterday, realizing I regained my freedom, hehe! The chains of my study will
come back down on me on monday, but I take it easy 'til then.
NOW it's just so cool and strange in some
sort of twisted way - finally (!!!)
the complex yet undefined weirdness of the
last months resolved, all remains vanished (got my certificate today), and the
clear blue sky is literally showing again. I'm more than content, to say the
least, with my recently verified
conclusions: 1.) People
are
easily influenced, even by blogs *feral grin and amber glare*. Some more
than others. Shows how important the media are. I won't use the nasty and
totally misunderstood term of manipulation here, ne?
*cough* 2.) If you want to make someone
believe something you tell (wether true or not, doesn't matter), there are two
ways; tell a lie, pretending it's the truth. After being found out, adjust your
tactics to type 2; tell the truth and trick the subject of your talk into
believing you were lying, thus causeing them to believe the opposite. Can be
used in combination or isolated, works like a charm! I
know.
From more than one occasion. See (3) for
more 3.) Women
are
sly, and wicked (but not in an evil way). All. Especially if you don't
suspect them to be. How much they are towards you depends on how you treat them.
Not all is what or how it seems at first. If you want to get a certain effect,
but you don't want to invest the actual effort to do so, make the impression you
did things (when in truth you didn't) but let your target in the dark about if
you really did it. The result will be that of insecureness about what happened
or did not happen, and you can finally lean back without having done anything,
despite causing the effects you wished. Lack of certainty
is
gnawing on the long run, believe me. It's an art to inflict. If you didn't
understand these implementations and think it's all bogus, I'm afraid you're
running genetic code XY. Sorry, wrong operating system, you can't be helped
^_^; 4.) Age
does
make you wiser. Some less than others, and some
definitely
later
than others *lopsided smirk* Won't go into the well known biological facts here.
5.) To burden yourself with someone
immature is
not a
good idea. Let go quickly when your instinct tells you (well, it does have a
reason if it won't stop screaming at you desperately) unless you're the
weak
girly type and long to suffer by your companion's inner fight of indecisiveness
and self-questioning ... today's XYs are such sissies -_-;;
6.) Strong minded women who know what they
want, and besides, know what they
don't
want,
still
scare off unexperienced prey. Guarantees phases of lone wolfing but turns out
quite entertaining when you get the chance to watch someone being unknowingly
unable
to handle it! Or is it rather sad? Don't expect to be waited for until you grow
up. So much to maturity *chuckle* 7.) The
"take the package or leave it" motive rules; don't intend to make major
curtailment except for appropriate places. For me personally I take that staying
wild suits my character best - it's more fun than being sedatedly mild. In the
nonchalant way. After all, I want to stay the one who determines where I go.
Honestly, it feels like I went through nothing else in the last nine years (!)
than always feeling obliged to consider another person in
every
choice I'd make - wait, that's actually acurate -_-;; how sad de gozaru yo!
It's making me queasy and stubbornness wells up at the plain remembrance. I
don't need to be taken care of by a "helping syndromist" and already quit being
one. 7.) There are discussions that are
constructive and those that simply lead to nothing. Frankly, everyone seems
to engage in the latter while growing up - when they love those useless
stretched out talks that end in no conclusion made and no insight gained
whatsoever, but eventually you get over it! When I was in that age I was told by
someone experienced that it would wear off, with age and gained insight, and
guess who didn't believe it. Have luckily gotten over it a couple of years ago
and now understand what she meant. Waste my time when I already see it's futile
by foresight, just to discuss on
principle? Hell, no, I've better things to do
now, and I have done that plenty in the past! Such talks just bore me, and being
bored means I get impatient and aggressive with increasing time (=closer to
Saitou mode = not good). I'd never refuse a
good
discussion though. 8.) Finally I can say it:
life's so good!!! Too good to be wasted with worrying about the wrong
stuff. Nonchalance
does
require a certain amount of experience though. Never thought I'd be on the
giving and not in the receiving end of this, but here it comes from the bottom
of my heart (=right ventricle, thanks): r e l a x and take it easy, for god's
sake! Or what you say Down Under: No worries, mate! Life is so full, and this is
not the most tricky time, it's just the present. Believe me; there's always a
chance it gets more complicated. 9.) Friends
are to be treated with respect, concern and care. Be thoughtless, tactless and
rude, and you can kiss their asses goodbye. Don't fool around with the ones
important to you, you might lose their respect quicker than you can say
sorryididntmeantobutimjustsostupidletmeexplain. You take care of each other,
else it's just an acquaintance. And not everyone is easily forgiving nearly
everything as I am.~~ I am
aware that this list kinda trails off pure conclusions, but I don't really care.
And in the future I might restrain myself again from using the manga forum's
freestyle form and find back to a good style, without smileys, insertions and
stuff. It's the last days of my holiday, so I don't want to start editing and
actually have work yet *shrug* ~~ 10.) OT:
On some anime lover's page, hosting translations from japanese to english, a
comment was made that japanese people seem to like the multiplied exclamation
mark. Yes, I believe
all
asians do!!! Wild gesticulation and mimics, too. It's in the genes, ya know.
Call it the four wheel drive of
communication. 11.) To have eccentric traits
ain't gonna hurt. To have a lively phantasy doesn't, either. Better than a a
stick up your ass. Living in dreamworlds from time to time is fine with me as
long as no-one ends up locked away believing to be
napoleon. //Saitou agrees and gives his
infamous smirk// Oh, he word "sociopathic"
makes him yawn, too. I wonder if boring him to death justifies Aku. Soku. Zan. I
think he just luuurves his Katana a bit too much, ne? But he might as well feel
flattered. Yare, yare, I wouldn't approve of
his smoking habit, but then, after all he's just a Manga character and I'm not
crazed out enough to scold someone made of ink.
Note: Rurouni Kenshin obsession still
not wearing off, just shifting characters. Obviously. *Sigh* One must love the
bad guys with some traces of good when the good ones start boring
you.I like above picture. The wolf of Mibu's
my new pet. Good insides wrapped in a neat cloak of evil. Okay, maybe he's
rugged, but he's just been playing.
Posted: Fr - Oktober 15, 2004 at 12:53 Uhr
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