Tuesday - January 30, 2007

forcing the memory


to find a reason or a promise.

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Tuesday - January 23, 2007

Guy's memorial


a decoration from the cake, which was in the shape of a big pink hat. Guy liked to wear hats.

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Tuesday - January 23, 2007

i don't know why i bother


to alert you to such things, but I'm one of the people in a group portrait in a New York Times web slide show which accompanies an article about one of my all-time favorite artists, Aline Kominsky-Crumb, and her new book.

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Saturday - January 20, 2007

in seattle again


to attend a memorial service for my nephew tomorrow. Now, it seems like I should have something to say about this, something about feelings, something sad, heartbroken, but I feel detached and numb, afraid to think of Guy's face and his laugh, the way his cheeks pulled his mouth up into such a broad grin. my heart sort of sinks when I think about that, and the aural memory of his voice, his kind sarcasm, if there is such a thing-- there was such a thing, for sure, in Guy, but I've not seen it in others.

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Saturday - January 06, 2007

My nephew died Wednesday afternoon




summer 2003

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Monday - January 01, 2007

upon commencing the new year


a tired sniff from PipSqueak

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Wednesday - December 20, 2006

waiting



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Wednesday - December 13, 2006

PipSqueak proves quite useful


Koreans living for several generations in Kazakstan and at least one living in Ann Arbor have adopted the Russian tradition of having a cat enter a new home before the family has moved in so that the cat might befriend the spirit of the house, paving the way for the future happiness of its inhabitants.


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Tuesday - December 05, 2006

my nephew in seattle


is sixteen, and less than a year ago he began to have very bad headaches and they gave him a test and decided to operate immediately and found that he had brain cancer of the most aggressive sort.

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Tuesday - December 05, 2006

to hell with it.



This is a brave and perspicacious little girl.


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Saturday - December 02, 2006

it's dark because it's nighttime


and I'm a pain in the ass to myself.

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Wednesday - November 29, 2006

the two of us agree




that it would be quite easy to be critical of ourselves in a damaging way.

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Sunday - November 26, 2006

and then



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Sunday - November 26, 2006

I also have some pigs



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Sunday - November 26, 2006

my head hurts


really really a whole lot



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Sunday - November 26, 2006

for fun


but not on accident

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Thursday - November 16, 2006

if i were brave enough to tell you the truth,



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Wednesday - November 15, 2006

tomorrow better be better


I'm going to go play on my suck-a-bye-baby nintendo DS. And yeah I'm having trouble crafting more than one sentence of a day yeah so what stress puts me into negative flourish but i get real good with my little toys

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Monday - November 13, 2006

i am bored with myself


and will never relinquish my willingness to run away at a moment's notice.

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Wednesday - November 08, 2006

there's got to be something




something good or fun

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