is it horrifying, i ask you




this camera on my computer wants to talk to me. But I'm talking to Harvey Pekar because I'm bringing him to Michigan as an offering to my class. He's gonna tell them things they don't know. I enjoy talking to Harvey on the phone. That's the only way I know him personally.



Now I must return to justifying my existence and proving that I deserve to be a teacher and also explaining why I deserve to continue to be a creator as well. I'll be either of those things whether anyone thinks I deserve to be or not, but I might not be paid if I can't prove it. But deep down I always feel like I could go join Tabitha if the rest of the world won't support me or put up with me any longer. Even if she no longer exists and only lingers as an idea or a feeling- I don't need more than that anyway.

Posted: Tuesday - October 10, 2006 at 12:19 PM          

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