During the start of Lent I was also moved by some 'Stations of the Cross' postings
that were kindly posted on The Ooze by Catie from Kansas (they were written by
Mother M. Angelica, she is a nun of the Poor Clares of Perpetual Adoration order).
As an aid to our Lenten reflections, I have posted them below with some images.
Jesus, I pray you receive this page as an act of worship for your glorious sacrifice.
1st Station:
Jesus Is Condemned To Death
"Silent Jesus, give us all the graces we need to stand tall in the face of the ridicule
of the world. Give the poor the strength not to succumb to their privation but to be
ever aware of their dignity as sons of God. Grant that we might not bend to the
crippling disease of worldly glory but be willing to be deprived of all things rather
than lose Your friendship. My Jesus, though we are accused daily of being fools, let
the vision of Quiet Dignity standing before Monstrous Injustice, give us all the
courage to be Your followers."
2nd Station:
Jesus Carries His Cross
"How could any human impose such a burden upon Your torn and bleeding body,
Lord Jesus? Each movement of the cross drove the thorns deeper into Your Head.
How did You keep the hatred from welling up in Your Heart? How did the injustice
of it all not ruffle your peace? The Father's Will was hard on You - Why do I
complain when it is hard on me?"
3rd Station:
Jesus Falls the First Time
"My Jesus, it seems to me, that as God, You would have carried Your cross without
faltering, but You did not. You fell beneath it's weight to show me You understand
when I fall. Is it pride that makes me want to shine even in pain? You were not
ashamed to fall- to admit the cross was heavy. There are those in world whom my
pride will not tolerate as I expect everyone to be strong, yet I am weak. I am
ashamed to admit failure in anything. If the Father permits failure in my life just as
He permitted You to fall, then I must know there is good in that failure which my
mind will never comprehend. I must not concentrate on the eyes of others as they
rest upon me in my falls. Rather, I must reach up to touch that invisible hand and
drink in that invisible strength ever at my side. Look upon all those whom the world
considers unprofitable servants and give them the courage to be more concerned
as to how they stand before You, rather than their fellowmen?"
4th Station:
Jesus Meets His Afflicted Mother
'Did every moment of that short encounter seem like an eternity? As I see so much
suffering in the world, there are times I think it is all hopeless. There is an element of
lethargy in my prayers for mankind that says "I'll pray, but what good will it do? The
sick grow sicker and the hungry starve. " I think of that glance between You and
Mary - the glance that said, "Let us give this misery to the Father for the salvation of
souls. The Father's power takes our pain and frustration and renews souls, saves
them for a new life - a life of eternal joy, eternal happiness. It is worth it all." Give
perseverance to the sick so they can carry the cross of frustration and agony with
love and resignation for the salvation of others.'
5th Station:
Simon Helps Jesus Carry His Cross
"My Jesus, Your tormentors enlisted Simon of Cyrene to help You carry Your cross.
Your humility is beyond my comprehension. Your power upheld the whole universe
and yet You permit one of Your creatures to help You carry a cross. I imagine Simon
was reluctant to take part in Your shame. He had no idea that all who watched and
jeered at him would pass into oblivion while his name would go down in history and
eternity as the one who helped his God in need. Is it not so with me, dear Jesus?
Even when I reluctantly carry my cross as Simon did, it benefits my soul. If I keep my
eyes on You and watch how You suffered, I will be able to bear my cross with
greater fortitude. Were you trying to tell all those who suffer from prejudice to have
courage? Was Simon a symbol of all those who are hated because of race, color
and creed?"
6th Station:
Veronica Wipes the Face of Jesus
"My Jesus, where were all the hundreds of peoples whose bodies and souls were
healed by you? Where were they when You needed someone to give You the least
sign of comfort? Ingratitude must have borne down upon Your heart and made the
cross nearly impossible to carry. There are times I too feel all my efforts for Your
Kingdom are futile and end in nothingness. Did your eyes roam through the crowd
for the comfort of just one individual - one sign of pity - one sign of grief? My heart
thrills with a sad joy when I think of one woman, breaking away from fear and
human respect and offeringYou her thin veil to wipe Your bleeding Face. Your
loving heart, ever watching for the least sign of love, imprinted the Image of your
torn Face upon it! How can You forget Yourself so completely and reward such a
small act of kindness? I must admit, I have been among those who were afraid to
know You rather than like Veronica. She did not care if the whole world knew she
loved You. Heartbroken Jesus, give me that quality of the soul so necessary to
witness to spread Your Word - to tell all people of Your love for them. Send many
into Your Vineyard so the people of all nations may receive the Good News. Imprint
Your Divine Image upon my soul and let the thin veil of my human nature bear a
perfect resemblance to your loving Spirit."
7th Station:
Jesus Falls A Second Time
"My Jesus, one of the beautiful qualities the people admired in You was Your
strength in time of ridicule - Your ability to rise above the occasion. But now, You fall
a second time - apparently conquered by the pain of the Cross. People who judged
You by appearances made a terrible mistake. What looked like weakness was
unparalleled strength! I often judge by appearances and how wrong I am most of
the time. The world judges entirely by this fraudulent method of discerning. It looks
down upon those who apparently have given their best and are now in need. It
judges the poor as failures, the sick as useless and the aged as a burden. How
wrong that kind of judgment is in the light of your second fall! Your greatest moment
was Your weakest one. Your greatest triumph was in failure. Your greatest act of
love was in desolation. Your greatest show of power was in that utter lack of
strength that threw You to the ground. Weak and powerful Jesus, give me the grace
to see beyond what is visible and be more aware of Your Wisdom in the midst of
weakness. Give the aged, sick, handicapped, retarded, deaf and blind the fruit of joy
so they may ever be aware of the Father's gift and the vast difference between what
the world sees and what the Father sees that they may glory in their weakness so
the power of God may be manifest."
8th Station:
Jesus Speaks to the Holy Women
"My Jesus, I am amazed at Your compassion for others in Your time of need. When I
suffer, I have a tendency to think only of myself but You forgot Yourself completely.
When You saw the holy women weeping over Your torments, You consoled them
and taught them to look deeper into Your Passion. You wanted them to understand
that the real evil to cry over was the rejection You suffered from the Chosen people -
a people set apart from every other nation, who refused to accept God's Son. The
Act of Redemption would go on and no one would ever be able to take away Your
dignity as Son of God, but the evil, greed, jealousy and ambition in the hearts of
those who should have recognized You was the issue to grieve over. To be so
close to God made man and miss Him completely was the real crime. My Jesus, I
fear I do the same when I strain gnats and then swallow camels - when I take out
the splinter in my brother's eye and forget the beam in my own. It is such a gift - this
gift of faith. It is such a sublime grace to possess Your own Spirit. Why haven't I
advanced in holiness of life? I miss the many disguises you take upon Yourself and
see only people, circumstances and human events, not the loving hand of the
Father guiding all things. Help all those who are discouraged, sick, lonely and old to
recognize Your Presence in their midst."
9th Station:
Jesus Falls the Third Time
"My Jesus, even with the help of Simon You fell a third time. Were You telling me
that there may be times in my life that I will fall again and again despite the help of
friends and loved ones? There are times when the crosses You permit in my life are
more than I can bear. It is as if all the sufferings of a life time are suddenly
compressed into the present moment and it is more than I can stand.
Though it grieves my heart to see You so weak and helpless, it is a comfort to my
soul to know that you understand my sufferings from Your own experience. Your
love for me made You want to experience every kind of pain just so I could have
someone to look to for example and courage. When I cry out from the depths of my
soul, "This suffering is more than I can bear," do You whisper, "Yes, I understand"?
When I am discouraged after many falls, do you say in my innermost being, "Keep
going, I know how hard it is to rise". There are many people who are sorely tried in
body and soul with alcohol and drug weaknesses who try and try and fall again and
again. Through the humiliation of this third fall, give them the courage and
perseverance to take up their cross and follow you."
10th Station:
Jesus is Stripped of His Garments
"It seems that every step to Calvary brought You fresh humiliation, my Jesus. How
Your sensitive nature recoiled at being stripped before a crowd of people. You
desired to leave this life as You entered it - completely detached from all the
comforts of this world. You want me to know without a doubt that you loved me with
an unselfish love. Your love for me caused You nothing but pain and sorrow. You
gave everything and received nothing in return. Why do I find it so hard to be
detached? In your loving mind, dear Jesus, did You look up to the Father as You
stood there on that windy hill, shivering from cold and shame and trembling from
fear, and ask Him to have mercy on those who would violate their purity and make
love a mockery? Did you ask forgiveness for those whose greed would make them
lie, cheat and steal for a few pieces of cold silver? Forgive us all, dear Jesus. Look
upon the world with pity, for mankind has lost its way and the principles of this world
make lust a fun game and luxury a necessity. Detachment has become merely
another hardship of the poor and obedience the fault of the weak. Have mercy on
us and grant the people of this day the courage to see and know themselves and
the light to change."
11th Station:
Jesus is Nailed to the Cross
"It is hard to imagine a God being nailed to a cross by His own creatures. It is even
more difficult for my mind to understand a love that permitted such a thing to
happen! Were You stretching out Your arms to show us how much You love us? As
the feet that walked the hot, dusty roads were nailed fast, did they cramp up in a
deadly grip of pain to make reparation for all those who so nimbly run the broad
road of sin and self-indulgence? It seems, dear Jesus, Your love has held You
bound hand and foot as Your heart pleads for a return of love. You seem to shout
from the top of the hill "I love you - come to me - see, I am held fast - I cannot hurt
you - only you can hurt Me." How very hard is the heart that can see such love and
turn away. Is it not true I too have turned away when I did not accept the Father's
Will with love? Teach me to keep my arms ever open to love, to forgive and to
render service - willing to be hurt rather than hurt, satisfied to love and not be loved
in return."
12th Station:
Jesus Dies on the Cross
"God is dead! No wonder the earth quaked, the sun hid itself, the dead rose and
Mary stood by in horror. Your human body gave up it's soul in death but Your
Divinity, dear Jesus, continued to manifest its power. All creation rebelled as the
Word made Flesh departed from this world. Man alone was too proud to see and
too stubborn to acknowledge truth. Redemption was accomplished! Man would
never have an excuse to forget how much You loved him. The thief on Your right
saw something he could not explain - he saw a man on a tree and knew He was
God. His need made him see his own guilt and Your innocence. The Promise of
eternal life made the remaining hours of his torture. endurable. A common thief
responded to Your love with deep Faith, Hope, and Love. He saw more than his
eyes envisioned - he felt a Presence he could not explain and would not argue with.
He was in need and accepted the way God designed to help him. Forgive our pride,
dear Jesus as we spend hours speculating, days arguing and often a lifetime in
rejecting Your death, which is a sublime mystery. Have pity on those whose
intelligence leads them to pride because they never feel the need to reach out to
the Man of Sorrows for consolation."
13th Station:
Jesus is Taken Down From the Cross
"My Jesus, it was with deep grief that Mary finally took You into her arms and saw all
the wounds sin had inflicted upon You. Mary Magdalene looked upon Your dead
Body with horror. Nicodemus, the man so full of human respect, who came to You
by night, suddenly received the courage to help Joseph take you down from the
Cross. You are once more surrounded by only a few followers. When loneliness
and failure cross my path, let me think of this lonely moment and this total failure -
failure in the eyes of men. How wrong they were - how mistaken their concept of
success! The greatest act of love was given in desolation and the most successful
mission accomplished and finished when all seemed lost. Is this not true in my life,
dear Jesus? I judge my failures harshly. I demand perfection instead of holiness. My
idea of success is for all to end well - according to my liking. Give to all men the
grace to see that doing Your Will is more important than success. If failure is
permitted for my greater good then teach me how to use it to my advantage. Let me
say as You once said, that to do the Will of the Father is my food. Let not the
standards of this world take possession of me or destroy the good You have set for
me - to be Holy and to accomplish the Father's Will with great love. Let me accept
praise or blame, success or failure with equal serenity."
14th Station:
Jesus is Laid in the Sepulcher
"My Jesus, You were laid to rest in a stranger's tomb. You were born with nothing of
this world's goods and You died detached from everything. When You came into the
world, men slept and angels sang and now as You leave it, Creation is silent and
only a few weep. Both events were clothed in obscurity. The majority of men live in
such a way. Most of us live and die knowing and known by only a few. Were You
trying to tell us, dear Jesus, how very important our lives are just because we are
accomplishing the Father's Will? Will we ever learn the lesson of humility that
makes us content with who we are, where we are and what we are? Will our Faith
ever be strong enough to see power in weakness and good in the sufferings of our
lives? Will our Hope be trusting enough to rely on Your Providence even when we
have nowhere to lay our head? Will our Love ever be strong enough not to take
scandal in the cross? My Jesus, hide my soul in Your heart as You lie in the
Sepulcher alone. Let my heart be as a fire to keep you warm. Let my desire to know
and love You be like a torch to light up the darkness. Let my soul sing softly a hymn
of repentant love as the hours pass and Your Resurrection is at hand. Let me
rejoice, dear Jesus, with all the Angels in a hymn of praise and thanksgiving for so
great a love- so great a God- so great a day!"