Scared

There are times it seems

When the loneliness

Reigns


When I feel so alone

For no reason at all

Chilled to the bone


My fears come out

I can’t do anything

Inside I shout


I used to be so strong

Willful and bold

Maybe that was wrong


Because time and pain

Now run circles in my mind

When will I be me again


I can’t depend on what is said

I’ve lost that

The hurt made it dead


My days are afoul

I wonder if there ever will be

A time when there is again a light in my soul


And will you be there for that day

When I again become me

And life will be all you say