going out to the real world


As school life comes to an end and i get closer and closer to going out to the real world, and i never thought life could rush past you so fast. I don't understand how everyone with a profession worked out what they were going to do, how they were going to do it, and how they picked one profession and be confident knowing it's something they are good enough at doing as a career. It couldn't have just been by going by exam results, to get an exam grade. I have found your exam grades don't really say much about you being good enough to do a subject as a career. To get an exam grade all you have to be is prepared for one stupid paper that will last about 2-3 hours of your life, and that's that.

This might seem like a ranting post, and if you think that, well, then i guess you're right, Im ranting about life of which i have only had the pleasure to be living for 17 years, well there you go, this is the first time in life that i have had to actually think seriously about what i am actually realistically going to get out of life- how i wish i had a crystal ball.

It's so bloody scary that the real world is breathing down your neck and you haven't even figured out what you can and what you want to do. It's very hard, and people seem to think that by telling you that you're good at something is actually going to sort it all out there and then.. you don't know how i feel or think about something, i might not want to do art, i don't believe i can do music.. and i don't know if i will get what i need to be able to write. I don't know what Im good at, so if i don't know then i don't believe others are going to know any better then me!

..this post doesn't have a conclusion, that's something Im hoping to find soon.
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| | Posted: Sun - November 20, 2005 at 04:01 PM          

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