My grandmother's diary. 


Lola Puring's notebook is handmade, stapled half-sheets of yellowed bond paper. Her handwriting is elegant, her prose ladylike and religious. The notebook has a short account of her trip to Culion, after the war, to bring back non-leprous children to Welfareville (she mentions vomiting at least thrice during their sea journey); seminar notes (including a long section on symptoms of juvenile delinquency, which include: popularity, masturbation, heterosexual and homosexual tendencies, refusal to eat, refusal to eat except for one kind of food); and articles she wrote for the Legion of Mary (in one, she describes herself as the irregular treasurer, and asks that the head of their group be given a bouquet).

She and my Lola Engay were probably the most educated women in my family, of their generation. I wonder if the wedding invitation I found tucked into the handmade envelope that holds her notebook is of significance, on the level of unrequited love and alternate lives. 

Posted: Monday - January 19, 2004 at 08:27 PM