Consciousness is . . .
Consciousness is possibility, a linguistic
projection.
Welcome to the Far Outpost, a substation of Of
Course It's Boring, Idiot. It has occurred to me that I need a place to write
when I just want to express some really difficult, controversial, or even
trivial item, but I don't want to post it in my regular blog. We'll be starting
with a reflection on a bizarre possibility: namely, that the possible is more
real than the actual.
What led to all
this was an insight I had the other day about the nature of consciousness
(which, as you know, I am wont to reflect upon). It's going to sound absurd to
people who think of the universe as a kind of clock, just complicated works
grinding out second after second in the history of events. But to me it sounds
strangely—ah, how shall we say—possible. Anyway, the alleged insight
that I had was that consciousness is the inside of a system of related
possibilities.
In more words than one
sentence, when I reflect on my moment to moment awareness, what I seem to always
meet is a) rootedness in a describable present moment, b) capability of
recalling and properly sequencing moments in my past, and c) ways to get
somewhere else from where I am and do something else than I am now doing. Now,
all of these things, these are ALL just possibilities. And while I am not
certain about this, it seems as though it is our ability with language that
allows us to conceive of and express and communicate these past, present and
future possibilities.
I'm not implying
for even a second that we just create our past, present and future out of
nothing and just the way we want. No. All our lives we are learning about the
world and its relationship to us. Sometimes we succeed and sometimes we fail and
always we are meeting new situations and people. But even given that fact, it
seems that we ARE this system of possibilities, always meeting the world through
the present.
Nor does it seem that
there is something special or unique about the possibilities that we believed
have happened or are happening to us as distinct from the possibilities we think
may happen to us. For one thing, most of us (and it gets worse as you get older)
are frequently discovering that what we THOUGHT happened didn't happen exactly
like we though. And, there is always more happening to someone somewhere than we
can possibly get a handle on or even know about.
Which brings us to this conclusion of
mine: consciousness is a system of related possibilities, which define past,
present and potential. For all of us it is this world of possibility that is the
most real, that we have the most access to. But if this is a truth, it has other
consequences for the nature of
consciousness.
Consciousness can't be a
thing, like a baseball is a thing. Is a possible baseball a thing? A baseball is
a thing, a possible baseball is a thought. The game of baseball is not a thing,
but the Cardinals playing the Astros in the 2005 playoffs, those were things, or
at least complex events. Now we can understand Plato better. For Plato and maybe
more and more for me, there is this world of ideas to which objects, things
conform and from which they take their nature. The Game of Baseball is one of
those Ideas.
But also, I am not just
talking about the general forms that things take. I can imagine a very specific,
possible game of baseball, hit by hit, so to speak, that will never, and indeed
even can never take place, one in which Ty Cobb is on the same team with Ozzie
Smith. And we could talk about it and discuss it in detail, in the possible
world of our shared communication.
And
here is the final point. Whatever this world of possibility is, that is the
field of consciousness, is in some sense much larger than the "real world," the
one that gets reported in the newspapers and argued about. For every "real"
event, there are billions of similar but different possible events that never
did or will happen. That's the real reality of it: there is what happens, and
then there's our conscious world that knows it and intersects with it and is
much bigger than it in some sense.
Posted: Mon - May 22, 2006 at 05:01 PM