Fri - January 2, 2009

Summary of Sept 2008 cancer news


I posted this originally on the Facebook group "Pray for Mr. Hodel," which was started by one of the high school students in my youth group class. I must confess that the events of this month have put me back into working on the discipline of thankfulness and a positive outlook. With 3-5 coughing fits per day, each of which leaves me physically exhausted, it's quite a challenge!

[For those who want the short story of what to pray for, go to the last paragraph of this note.]

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Tue - November 18, 2008

Good news ... at last!


It would be premature to say "cure" or "cancer free", but this news is almost as good.

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Sat - October 18, 2008

An awkward anniversary: 8 months since the tumor was discovered


Somehow the day nearly slipped by before I realized that 8 months ago was February 18.

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Tue - October 7, 2008

Rhoades on the road


One of my former students is in England doing out reach - read his blog to see what's up!

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Wed - August 27, 2008

In praise of good medical personnel


I just got home after a month of radiation treatment at UAB's Wallace Tumor Center. It's hard to put the experience into words. Short summary: I am impressed with everyone I've met who is involved in oncology - whether chemotherapy or radiation - at UAB Hospital and Kirklin Clinic. I am also pleased to know that the local oncologists who treated me last spring have strong ties to the UAB group.

I am also grateful to the American Cancer Society for their sponsorship of Hope Lodge, which provides a free place to stay while getting long term care in Birmingham. "Camp Cancer," as I came to call Hope Lodge, is a place of encouragement and hope in spite of the fact that at least half of the people who live there are being treated for cancer.

Read on:

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Sun - July 20, 2008

And now my hair is falling out again.


It looks so silly I couldn't resist the before and after pictures. Take a look:

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Mon - June 23, 2008

How am I doing now? (Ok, this article is not quite THAT self serving ...)


I didn't notice that my June 18 post "I'm cranky ... sorry! " was written on the 5 month anniversary of my original diagnosis (X-ray) that I had a tumor in my chest. I've been thinking about my attitude and asking myself "what makes me react this way?" Those of you who speak with chronically ill people may (or may not) want to consider my answers.

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Thu - June 19, 2008

I'm cranky ... sorry!


Many people have complimented me on my "positive attitude." Maybe it's the pain, maybe the pain-killers, but for whatever reason I'm not nearly as generous with my reactions during the last few days.

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Sat - June 14, 2008

Thank you! (and an announcement from Sock Puppet)


A video greeting from me and an announcement by Sock Puppet Theologian.

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Fri - May 9, 2008

Adapting to working at home.


Due to cancer, I've moved my computer setup to home.

Advantage: I have only 3 pets, and they interrupt me far less often than students and colleagues at work. I can focus when I need to.

Disadvantage: if you have a cat, this photo needs no explanation:

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Sat - April 26, 2008

Lose your shoes ... What is it?


One of my readers asked me "I'm sorry but... huh? I'm majorly missing something, but I love loosing shoes. What is this about?"

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Mon - April 21, 2008

Memories of my freshman year in college


Genesis in concert. The squonk is a sad little creature, resembling a large squirrel, who is convinced that he is horrifically ugly. He cannot bear the shame of being seen by another, but this does not keep an intrepid hunter from trying to capture him ...

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Sun - April 6, 2008

Cancer update through pictures: April 5 2008


I'm entering that phase of treatment where the primary challenge is being stir-crazy. Recovery is likely, but it's going to take awhile. I take laps around the living room (I can do two before I have to rest). So, for your entertainment, but more for mine, here's a few more pictures of the adventure.

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Wed - April 2, 2008

Cancer update through pictures


One of my readers asked to see a picture of me with chemotherapy induced hair loss. Here's a photo history of the year. Enjoy.

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Sun - March 16, 2008

Being a shut-in: what do you do with your time?


If I had a normal job, I could go to work. However, with flu everywhere, with a weakened immune system, and with both my job and my volunteer work involving teaching lots of students, I don't have that option.

Staying at home 24 hours a day, all the time, is BORING!

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Thu - March 13, 2008

Chemotherapy: Treatment 1


My uncle sent me a "Leroy must die" T-shirt. I could think of no better way to dress for my first chemotherapy session ...

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Tue - March 11, 2008

Where is Wierstrass when you need him?


Update March 12 in the morning: I think I let my fears carry me away. More in the body of the note.

When I was in graduate school I took a course in real analysis, textbook by Bartle. As a class we laughed at a statement that "Wierstrass shocked the mathematical community with a function that was continuous everywhere, but differentiable nowhere." My mathematically inclined colleagues will understand what that means.

Unfortunately, it also describes my tumor. ...

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Mon - March 10, 2008

*Not* a song I want to sing just now ...



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Thu - March 6, 2008

A little perspective: looking outside my living room


As I've written in other recent entries, a couple of weeks ago I was diagnosed with a tumor, likely cancer, likely easily treatable, but the biopsy pathologies just aren't giving the results we need. I lost my composure a few days ago and began to weep about my situation. Then, starting last night, the news began to pour in. I needed to start thinking of others. ...

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Mon - January 28, 2008

This blog has become boring.


Please be patient. I've been sick.

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Tue - January 1, 2008

My nephew made a couple of short cartoons.



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Fri - December 28, 2007

The year in photos



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Wed - December 26, 2007

My latest foray into puppetry


I made this for my nephew Gabriel. 4.7 MB quicktime. Enjoy. Please don't comment on the moving lips, I'm doing the best that I can.

The sock, I think, sings with better pitch than I do. :-)

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Tue - December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas!


To those with friends
To those without
To those in shelter
To those in need
To those who see
To those who need to

May Christ live in your hearts and minds this season.

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Wed - November 21, 2007

Another homage to Muppet Christmas Carol


This is one of our favorite songs. I even wrote an arrangement of it for piano/violin to play with friends.

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Christmas - our way


Sadly, this DVD doesn't seem so easy to find any more...
The Muppet Christmas Carol!

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Sat - June 23, 2007

Returned from Youth Camp


I've been out for the past several days while chaperoning youth camp. I've posted photos on Facebook .

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Fri - June 15, 2007

More pictures from my trip to Spain


Sent from a friend's camera

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Sun - June 10, 2007

Images of my trip to Spain


I went to the 2007 International Symposium on Industrial Electronics at Vigo Spain, for which I served as a co-track chair for the controls track. I stayed at the Hotel Mexico on Vial Del Norte, near the coast (about 1 km walk down hill). Hotel Mexico has free Wi-Fi on-site and the room includes a good breakfast in the restaurant downstairs (eggs, bread, cereal, milk, coffee, fruit, yogurt, toast). It's listed as a 3-star hotel, but I was very pleased with my stay there.

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Sun - May 20, 2007

How to prevent muscle cramps


Ow! I had a super-duper cramp in my calf this morning, one of the worst in awhile.

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Mon - February 12, 2007

A conversation with Dish Network



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Wii!



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Tue - December 12, 2006

Simple pleasures of life


Once you've tried this, you'll understand why I say there is no pizza in Alabama.

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Thu - December 7, 2006

Burnin' the chickens in the barnyard!


Video of a KC-135 jet; link sent to me by Patrick, who promises he wasn't involved in this particular flight.

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Sat - November 4, 2006

Kayla's Halloween costumes



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Sat - October 21, 2006

Life with a 3 year old


Conversation between me and my nephew Gabriel on May 26, 2004. 12 megabytes quicktime movie.

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Tue - September 19, 2006

Grief remembered ...



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Mon - August 14, 2006

A sampling of photos from our trip to S Africa



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Sat - August 12, 2006

Tagged!


Book reading lists are making their way across the internet.

Kim Shay was tagged by her husband. Kim tagged  Katy Sammon, who tagged Marty Duren, who tagged Art Rogers, who tagged Kevin Bussey, who tagged Bob Cleveland, who tagged me.

So here's my list.

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Tue - July 25, 2006

Back from S. Africa


My son and I returned. It's 3 pm but I feel like it's 10pm.

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Thu - July 13, 2006

A young mother discovers insanity is hereditary


you get it from your children.

I received these emails from a relative this week. I'm posting them with her permission. Enjoy. Names changed

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Wed - July 12, 2006

Trip to S. Africa



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Mon - July 3, 2006

My nephew's visit - photos


The kid is wearing me out!
Updated July 3 (larger images)

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Fri - June 30, 2006

4 years ago today...


a star in my night sky went out.

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Tue - June 27, 2006

The experiment continues: taking my own advice and eliminating activities


The experiment started a week or so ago. I haven't yet found what I started out looking for, but I have found a few moments of brutal reality.

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Sat - June 24, 2006

Back to the comfy chair



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Thu - June 22, 2006

Support Auburn Youth for Christ



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Sat - June 17, 2006

Google ads. Hmph.


iBlog (my blogging program) lets you link to google ads from your web page. Each time I've tried it here I've been disappointed.

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Wed - June 14, 2006

Our last, best hope for television


It's been off the air for 8 years, but we still love it.

Most of us.

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Sat - June 10, 2006

Ultimate Frisbee



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Thu - June 8, 2006

From a pilot friend of mine


locations and company names changed

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Tue - May 9, 2006

Remembering my brother


I did a web search for his name, and his impact on science remains.

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Tue - April 4, 2006

Little school wins big in basketball


From earlier this year. My two nieces.

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Mon - April 3, 2006

1995 - were my kids ever this small?


And was I really that thin?
Pictures sent to me by my friend Thad.

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Sun - April 2, 2006

Blog clearing house


I've got about 30 items in my "put this in the blog" mail folder that I've neglected. I'll add a few each day until they're done. This is the last of three I'll put up today. This was sent to me by a retiree in my Sunday school class.

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Wed - March 29, 2006

1995: My kids were smaller then.


So was I. 8.6 MB mpeg movie

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Sun - March 26, 2006

My dog is missing


I last saw her on Thursday, running away after she dug under my fence.

I'd hurt my back so I couldn't chase her. I'm checking at the humane society and we've put up "lost dog" signs around the neighborhood.

Unfortunately, her collar was missing (she'd had a bath and it didn't get put back on yet).

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Mon - March 13, 2006

Three years ago


These are pictures of my late little brother: researcher, friend, and just a little bit naughty.

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Sun - March 5, 2006

The backyard fence: completed at last


Now what shall I do with my "whole-body" workout machines?

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Fri - January 27, 2006

Exercise and diet.



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Tue - January 24, 2006

Old blog archive cleared out


I posted several blog entries today that I've had in storage and just forgot to put them up. Enjoy.

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Thu - December 29, 2005

Blog housecleaning


I've deleted a number of older blog entries that, on review, are really not worth reading.

Like this one.

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Sat - December 24, 2005

Picture for today


An oldy but a goody.

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Thu - December 22, 2005

A Christmas gift?


Link sent to me by my daughter. Very nice.

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Tue - December 20, 2005

TAGGED! 5 Weird habits.


Mark (passively) tagged me. Here goes.

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Tue - December 13, 2005

Picture for today



Taken in Griffin Ga. at a soccer tournament. I was struck by the view and had to record it.
Happy birthday, you-know-who!

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Fri - December 9, 2005

Picture for today


Navy Pier in Chicago, from the top of the Ferris wheel.

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Baby name popularity


Hat tip to Pastor Mark.

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Wed - December 7, 2005

My son's latest addiction: World of Warcraft



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Fri - December 2, 2005

The new iMac is in!



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Thu - December 1, 2005

Video of Mom (From 1996)


We just got a new 8mm camcorder at the time ... (about 4 megabytes of quicktime movie)
Remembered 3 years later

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Mom: You made me what I am



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In memory: Mrs. Muer


Updated Feb 16: included Chicago Tribune obituary on Mrs. Muer, see

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In Memory


3 years ago today

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Hi Mom! Wish you were here ...


Pictures taken Jan 27, 2005

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Two years without a brother



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Two years


Still saying good-bye

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Mourning has broken



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Grief within



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Alec eats bread


Video narrated by my mom. I can't watch these too often; it brings back too many feelings.

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Sat - November 19, 2005

Which middle earth race are you?



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Strange times to wake up



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Right brain or left brain?



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Unix or eunuchs?



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Breath of life or just a passing vapor?



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Dreams and scriptures



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Tue - October 11, 2005

AHS Homecoming 2005



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Wed - September 21, 2005

Swing dancing stunts


Done by our friends Matt and Emily. 2.5MB quicktime clip from my niece Jessica.

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Real men do Pilates (but they'll never admit it)


Home movie. Soundtrack from Jonah33 "Watching you die"

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Mon - September 19, 2005

Lessons being learned


Each week this year, something has happened where I could sense God saying, "Ok, I'm turning the heat up. Do you trust me now?"
Sort of like the Verizon guy.
Well, here's the next step.

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So how busy are you?


More lessons learned at Youth Camp.

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Sun - September 11, 2005

Volunteers for Red Cross


Today Adam and several of his friends volunteered at the local Red Cross shelter for the evacuees from Hurricane Katrina. They coached soccer in the morning, worked at the shelter from 11:00 am through about 5:00pm, and then they came over to our house.

Now, how did these fine young volunteers spend their evening after spending a day in service to their community?

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Sat - September 10, 2005

My typical day.


I know you all want to know how a college professor spends his time. Here's my typical day when I'm teaching a class.

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Tue - August 30, 2005

20 years ago today!


She said "I do." And she still does!

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Mon - July 18, 2005

Paint the town: Mission NY



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Mon - July 11, 2005

Then ... and now: Happy birthday!



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Fri - June 17, 2005

On Depression: some misconceptions



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From today's reading



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Sun - June 12, 2005

Centrifuge 2005: Thoughts and reflections


Blind stupidity: I'm guity too.

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Sun - April 17, 2005

Visiting the Dead Sea Scrolls exhibit in Mobile



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Tue - March 29, 2005

Easter, Emmaus, and grieving for those we love


I taught something like this two Easters ago, after my brother died. Another member of my sunday school class had just lost her husband to cancer, and we'd lost my mom only the summer before. The pain and loss was fresh in all of our minds, and let me see this passage in a way I could not before.

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Wed - February 23, 2005

Family life gantt chart


Project management ... kind of gone overboard.

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A recipe for Papa Dell's Pizza


Oh, I've got to find time to try this

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Mon - February 21, 2005

The best pizza in the whole wide world!


Papa Dells.

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