I miss you and your company. And I miss him and his company. In different ways, really. But I feel guilty about missing him because of you. And I wish things could have stayed awesome, passionate and exciting with us rather than evolving.

I like being single, I'm enjoying it in most ways. But I miss the comfort of having you here, it made me feel good, safe, loved.

That's all for now.

This made me lol :) --

Random observation:

Have you ever noticed how Youtube commenters are the most offensive people on the planet?  Who are they and where do they come from???  They say such horrible, hateful things -- all because they don't like a video?  wtf.  :|

This is kind of an AWESOME weekend so far. :) Here's why --

1. Hung out with friends yesterday and had too much wine.
2. Decided I'm painting a couple of walls in my place, family coming over tomorrow to help. I'm inspired to "tie things together" in my place and make it both cozier & more grown up.*
3. Got through the 'waiting room' and got 4 tickets to Olympic Women's Curling - Canada vs Denmark. :D :D :D
4. Might go out tonight and dance, it seems appropriate to celebrate.


*Please note that I don't really "do" cozy as it's not my aesthetic. I like cold and modern, so when I say "cozy" I mean 5% cozier -- which by everyone else's definition is probably still -70% cozy. Note further that by "grown up" I simply mean that I've recently decided that my gadgets and gizmos create all the "parts", however, I've done a poor job of creating a look. I also have a Ikea Poang chair that I can no longer stand the sight of.

To do over some undetermined course of time --
-Paint 1 wall living room, 1 wall bedroom
-Purchase Chilewich floormat for living room
-Get rid of Ikea Poang chair that no one ever sits on
-Replace it with a sexy Panton chair that I will love sitting on
-Purchase a headboard for my bed
-Purchase new sheets
-Acquire or create artwork for my bedroom
-Possibly ad a mirror or two in my space
-I love my apartment. The end.

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