I don't want her to go!



Hi all, not in the mood to write much. Dick and Steve came up Saturday, and left Sunday, today about 1pm. Steve and I visited Joe Saturday and then later went to a movie. Dick watched after Mom. It was nice to get outside for awhile.

I have been rushing to get some deadline jobs done today for a customer so he has something to show his client on Monday morning. Hospice had a helper Terry come by about 1:30 to give Mom a bed-bath as she is just to sick to make it to the bathroom.

I can't tell you how crappy it feels to sit in my chair on my dinner break eating a TV dinner watching my mother die. I hope I have the strength to hold it together when she goes. She has been an inspiration to me throughout my entire life and every time I think of her gone I just feel sick. It's so hard to let go!

There's some new pictures of brother Jeff #5 son with his wife Cissy.
You need to scroll down to bottom of page to see the new pictures.

Go to Categories "Family and Friends Pixs" on the right side of the page or here's a short-cut to the page.
http://homepage.mac.com/gdsfitz/iblog/C1594950583/index.html

Posted: Sun - October 12, 2003 at 06:33 PM        

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