Thanksgiving, SO, What Do I Have to Thankful For?
Looking back, 56 years, so what I have to be
thankful for? You know Joseph Campbell said to follow your bliss. I look back
and I can say that I have had a blessed and blissful life! I am mostly thankful
for the lessons I have learned. Mostly the hard way! hehe At my age I still
have a wonder, curiosity and a sort of innocence towards learning new things.
And in the worst moments I have found I have "One True Friend" and that's me. I
can put my arms around the little girl inside me and give her a big hug. Take
her hand and say "I Believe in You" sweetie. Come on honey, get up now! Let's
go! You'll be okay.
You know, I like
me now. I don't mind if I put my picture on here for the world to see my big
butt and gray hair. A few years ago I wouldn't have. Take a good look at my
wrinkles and age spots, I earned every one of them. My chubby cheeks came to me
as a gift of being born in a land of plenty. I took advantage of the gift maybe,
but I have no regrets and nothing to be ashamed
of.
In my life, I have Loved Deeply!
My husband, my sons, my doggies, my friends, my students, my community! And I am
to thankful to have been loved deeply by
them.
Right now, I have this
overwhelming urge to send a message of love to my sons (36 & 33), who I love
so very much. Here's a poem inspired by a poem written by Kathryn Higginbottom
Gorin from a book, Thoughts to Share With a Wonderful Son. I have changed the
some of the words to reflect my thoughts;
To My
Sons
When
you were very, very smallI used to dance
with you cradled in my armsYou were my
precious little angelsAnd holding you
closeLove overwhelmed
me
I
wondered what kind of life you would
leadWhat would be your first word, your
first jobWhat kind of men you would
becomeAnd if your life would take you far
from
me
And
I'd even hold you closerGiving you an
extra kiss, an extra hugAnd whispering,
"I Love You" one more timeKnowing you
were too small to rememberBut, praying
you would never
forget
There
are days when I long to hold youIn my
arms and dance to Barry Manilow againAnd
watch your huge smiles and hear your
laughterAs you play with the doggies, the
lego's, the video gamesAnd making up
funny songs in the
car
Although
I miss my little boysI am so proud of
everything you areAnd of the men you have
becomeMy love for you still overwhelms
me
As
we all grower olderPlease never
forgetWhat you were too small to
remember.Thanksgiving Day I will
miss you both! But I'll think about you all day and remember you with
love!Happy Thanksgiving
Sons!
Posted: Sat
- November 22, 2003 at 12:11 PM