We are Here


And we are healthy, and we are together. But today was really hard. Drama, sickness, and not enough sleep from the night before. Days like this, I just need to step back at the end of the day and say "Ok, we ate food from our own land, we are all healthy, we are together, the dog is walked, the chickens fed, dishes washed, and tomorrow will be a better day." So that's what I'm doing.

I saw a new doctor yesterday - he took me off the Class D meds (yay) so that won't be an issue come September (attempts at baby-making begin then if you haven't been reading lately :) and upped my other meds a little bit. He knows quite a bit about AS, was candid with me about my options, and supported the reality that no baby will be healthy if I'm not eating/sleeping/staying sane so the meds will do more good then stopping everything and spiraling back down to my malnourished, housebound 100 lb. self, so yeah, I like him.

And although I can't find my pedometer currently, we went to the dog-park, where Harri was a bit growly/roughhousing with two absolutely adorable great danes, and at that point I had walked 2200 steps - less then I thought. If I find it tomorrow A.M. (car maybe?) I'll have to work on walking more.... Been reading tonight, but don't really have the emotional energy to comment - I will be by later this week though when the storm settles. Everyone have a good night's sleep - that's the goal around here.

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Posted: Wed - February 18, 2004 at 11:34 PM        


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