A Case of the Blahs 



I have had the most major case of the blahs lately. I am soooo unmotivated at the gym lately... I don't really know what it is... work fatigue? Bliss at the fact that the bf likes me being kinda stocky (well ok, more than kinda)? Getting older in general??????

I forced myself to leave the house at around 7:20 tonite and head to the gym in an attempt to get some exercise and fit comfortably into my 34's again.... all the eliptical trainers were taken, so I went right into my leg lifts.... *sigh* after feeling nauseous on the squat machine and exhausted and lazy on the leg press, I got thru the rest of the workout and used the restroom and came out to find that lo and behold, it was now 8:10 and all the eliptical trainers, and basically all of the cardio stuff except for the stupid annoying life cycles and a few cranky treadmills were taken.... and it was after 8:00 so you cannot politely kick off the obnoxious folks who do 90 minutes on the elliptical machines. Ugh.

So, I left. I left and went to Giant and bought high-sugar, moderate in fat Quaker Chewey Granola bars. The peanut butter kind. I ate one already, and will probably be feinding for one before bed. *sigh*

I am a big fat lazy pig these days :(

Where did that motivation go? Where is the motivation that had me training for rugby? That had me training for the aidsride? Am I bored with the gym? Do I need a new exercise routine? Do I need to take up biking again? Rugby? Some new sport?

Is working out only good when the bf tags along?

Or is it mid-winter blahs in general, wherein life loses its sunny sparkle and in general you just want to crawl under the covers and hide and pretend you are still a teenager, mom will drive you to school if you wake up late (or better yet, write you a sick note so you can cut and catch up on all that homework you didn't do), and you don't really have to go work that awful job at the mall if you don't really feel like it....????? 

Posted: Tue - January 25, 2005 at 09:01 PM          
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