POSTSCRIPT: THE LOS ANGELES TIMES WEIGHS IN
Thus far, I've been consistently absent at
weigh-in.
The fantastic Elvis Costello Home
Page has a link to the L.A.
Times review of the show by somebody named Natalie Nichols. It's
credited "Special to the Times," which makes her a freelancer, methinks. Whose
review is better? Admittedly -- and obviously -- I wrote mine from the
perspective of a hard-core fan, but even so . . .
I haven't seriously tried to
freelance anywhere in a couple of years. Trying to get published in a paper,
magazine, or site I would actually read ain't easy. Editors at dailies don't
have a lot of time on their hands; the last thing that want is to deal with
unproven stranger. And I remember from my days trying to get the Washington,
D.C. CityPaper to
return my calls what a self-impressed bunch of snobs they were. Perhaps the
alterna-weeklies out here are different. My experiences with the Reporter here in town have all been
good ones, but they've gone through at least one regime change since I last
wrote for them.It's more than
obvious to me -- and to everyone who cares about me -- that I need to be working
at least part-time as a journalist. I ask myself every day what's stopping me. I
never have an answer. My job is comfortable, tedious, and completely meaningless
to me. It's suicide via minute incisions. Rollins has a great line
about how people who waste his time are murdering him by increments; stabbing
him with little knives. But I'm doing it to myself. For how much longer? I could
die tomorrow, after all. I
bought Stephen Pressfield's The War of Art on McKee's
recommendation when I took his seminar last November. When I got the book, I
found it was a collection of writings too short to be called essays, all about
overcoming Resistance (the capitalization is Pressfield's) and pursuing one's
ambitions, be they artistic, charitable, entrepreneurial, or whatever. Surprise;
it has a forward by Robert McKee. Despite the brevity of the observations --
it's almost like one of those stupid little palm-sized books of quotations or
aphorisms they sell in gift stores -- the truth of what Pressfield writes is
undeniable, like that of so many cliches. So perhaps I can be forgiven for
remarking that it's like Pressfield
is speaking right to
me when he writes about what
separates the pros from the
amateurs:"[Professionals]
recognize that we are not our job descriptions. The amateur, on the other hand,
overidentifies with his avocation, his artistic inspiration. He defines himself
by it. He is a musician, a painter, a playwright. Resistance loves this.
Resistance nowns that the amateur composer will never write his symphony
becaouse he is overly invested in its success and overterrified of its failure.
The amateur takes it so seiously it paralyzes
him."Golly. Does that sound
like anybody you know?
Posted: Tue - March 9, 2004 at 12:29 PM