Submission #8 to the New Yorker:

Democrats Anonymous: The Twelve Steps

 

By Kiersten Conner-Sax

 

   1.    We admit we are powerless over politics—that our lives have become unmanageable.

         

          Oh, I'm powerless. What did we get—two lousy swing states? We had MoveOn, and Fahrenheit 9/11, and Martin Sheen (who admittedly isn't the president, but plays one on TV). We even had Jon Stewart saying he'd vote for Kerry. And protests and getting out the youth vote and the President lying in the State of the Union address and weaseling out of the Vietnam war and no explanation for him looking like Karl Rove's puppet during the debates. How did we only get two lousy swing states?

 

   2.    Come to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.

        

          What are we talking about here, Bill Clinton? It's sure not Congress or the Supreme Court that's going to return me to sanity. There certainly aren't any world powers greater than ourselves. Maybe Canada could restore us to sanity, eh?

 

   3.    Decide to turn our will and our lives over to the care of a higher power.

         

          Okay. Which higher power? The voters of Iowa and New Hampshire, who thought a stiff Massachusetts liberal could swing voters away from the ultimate good ol' boy?

 

          Perhaps I'm not making progress here. I'll register as a Republican as soon as possible.

 

   4.    Make a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.

 

          Well, I guess we should have nominated John Edwards, or begged and begged and begged and begged John McCain to come over to our side. Maybe we should have snuck into his office and switched his party affiliation when he wasn't looking. In the middle of the night, or one of those times when he was hugging President Bush.

 

          John Kerry fought the good fight. Maybe we should have come down hard against gay marriage? I guess we could have rushed through a constitutional amendment banning it, so that it wouldn't have been on the polls in those 11 states.

 

   5.    Admit to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.

 

á    Didn't want to give massive tax cuts to the rich.

á    Felt that American schools were leaving quite a few children behind.

á    Thought that fighting terrorism should involve fighting terrorists, rather than starting wars that recruited more of them.

á    Wanted the elderly and uninsured to have access to health care.

á    Doubted that massive deficits really were the way to grow an economy.

 

   6.    Be entirely ready to remove these defects of character.

         

          Well, once I'm a Republican, I could become a selfish, ignorant upper-class white man, living on a gated estate, occasionally handing out bonuses to the help (in cash, as they're all illegals), but I hear all the country club memberships in Kennebunkport are taken this year.

 

   7.    Humbly strive to remove our shortcomings.

 

          I'll increase the percentage that goes into my 401K! And I guess I could take a second job in order to put the extra money into the stock market. Republicans tell me that Halliburton and the oil companies never go wrong.

 

   8.    Make a list of all persons we have harmed, and become willing to make amends to them all.

 

á    President George W. Bush. All that protesting probably hurt his feelings.

á    Donald Rumsfeld, for that letter to the editor calling him a war criminal.

á    The stockholders of Halliburton, with my "No blood for oil" bumper sticker.

         

   9.    Make direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.

 

          Um—sorry, guys.

 

10.    Continue to take personal inventory, and when we are wrong, promptly admit it.

 

          I can't seem to get over wanting a cleaner environment, decent schools, healthcare, social security, world peace, etc. I admit it.

 

11.    Improve our conscious contact with a higher power through prayer and meditation, praying only for knowledge of what we can change and the will to carry that out.

 

          Does this mean I'm going to have to be born again?

 

12.    Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we try to carry this message to electorally ill persons and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

 

         Schwarzenegger in '08!

 

 

©2004 by Kiersten Conner-Sax

From "50 Tries" at www.connersax.com