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What is this all about?
Well, it starts with the idea that a day is a lot longer than we usually think. A lot can happen during a day. We can go through a lot during a day.
So right off the bat, I am feeling rushed for nothing. A day can seem so short.
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And then there is the fact that I'm quite often not having a good time. Or I'm having a good time and then one bad thing turns the whole thing sour.
So there's another illusion. One thing off kilter and I'm ready to throw away the whole thing. Needlessly. |
And finally, a lot of these bad things are probably not so bad. But time seems to go so fast and I never seem to be paying enough attention, and so it goes and goes and goes.
Now I'm taking a look at it all. Trying to see if I can tell what is really going on during my days. Seeing if any of my hunches are right.
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...I thought there would be patterns, but the speed is picking up as it is slowing down. That is to say, taking a look is changing things. I am experiencing time more fully, (a day has never been so long), but the contour of life is changing more as I go. The speed of change is growing in actuality and potentiality. ... I don't even know what that means... |
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