i've been away a while i know...got
lost in my little black box and a move and life in
general...but this little video got me a little choked up (just a little...i'm still hard as nails)
and i wanted to notice that in public...i've had a good feeling about john
edwards for a long time, and now he looks like he's working a bigger
game...shedding the mask a bit...this goes along with my new work, but i think
it's best to keep politics as far away from that as possible. and so...you've
got chasbaudelaire to kick around once
again!
"we're
so conditioned. we're conditioned to say the same things, we're conditioned to
say what's safe, we're conditioned to be political, and it's hard to shed all
that. i can be in the middle of being what feels real and authentic to me and
i'll get into a little reel in my head; i can see it happening and i have to
pull myself back out."
Posted at 09:35 AM
Thu - July 6, 2006
my little black book
all i did was talk, talk about
you...
well then, it looks like i have been
stolen away from my dear (estranged) iblog...visit me here . read all about my little black (mac)book.
and the usual cast of characters.
Posted at 01:02 AM
Tue - June 27, 2006
many happy returns indeed
what else can i say?
so in the past 23 days i've graduated
iin , been accepted into and registered for the
immersion program , signed a lease, weaseled out
of a lease, and smooth talked my way back into said lease...on averton street, point six miles as the crow
flies from where i currently sit, to the southwest yet, which is saying
something i suppose. oh yeah, and i've got a new
book coming my way. and speaking of books...if you ever pop a key off
of your ibook...or if a little creature too cute to ever be mad at does it for
you...look here for good sensible directions on how to put
it back...this link alone ought to pay you back all the time you've spent vainly
perusing these pages.
Posted at 03:19 AM
Sun - June 4, 2006
commitment
and what could be more
chaotic?
okay so i popped the question and ran
said yes and i guess sometime near the end of '07 or the start of '08 she'll be
getting a new last name and we'll be hauling rowan and a babysitter off to
someplace sunny for a
week...
woo
hoo!
Posted at 11:39 PM
fall out
escape is at hand
got news from andrew (number 2 ? or just the landlord?) that our
apartment is up for condo, and so after a week's deliberation we've settled on
getting out of the village for once and for all...hoping it's
not really just "many happy returns"...we'll be singing "dem bones" all the way
to california i'm
sure...
perhaps we should
watch all 17 episodes before we have to pack up the
vcr...
Posted at 11:31 PM
Wed - March 8, 2006
news for now
channeled by gandhi , brought to my attention by
breszny
"Every moment of your life is infinitely creative
and the universe is endlessly bountiful. Just put forth a clear enough request,
and everything your heart desires must come to you."
In its most elementary sense, after
all, newsworthiness is built on a foundation of anomaly -- the classic "man
bites dog" paradigm. (A second newsroom aphorism: "Nobody writes about the
planes that land.")
Though that sounds
common-sensical enough, few of us pause to think about the upshot of such
truisms. That is, what you see each day on television, read about in the
newspaper or hear during those 22-minute segments in which all-news radio
stations promise to deliver "your world" is not, in fact, your world. Rather, it
is the negative image of your world. Put another way, the news provides you with
a high-resolution snapshot of what life
isn't. ... My
advice would be to defer worrying about whatever the TV shows are hyping until
you begin seeing unending waves of good news. That's when you'll know that the
world is indeed a mess. In the meantime, the worse the news, the better you
should feel about life.
Posted at 11:22 PM
Fri - February 24, 2006
ready for the weekend
goodbye fla
so here i sit in palm beach
international, soaking up the free wifi and the eveil coffee from evil
starbucks...but hey, i've got 25 ounces of vasa to keep me company as
well...taking off in 54 minutes, boarding in 23...and i'll leave it at
that...very excited for this weekend...why?...well, it's the halfway point...and
the beginning of 3 weekends in 5 weeks...strapping myself
in...wheeee!
Posted at 10:15 AM
Thu - February 16, 2006
anusara-inspired
it's official
well then...i am now fully licensed to
use the title anusara-inspired in any and all of my yoga classes...huh...well
pat me on the head and call me shorty!
Posted at 02:26 PM
Wed - February 15, 2006
attraction
like a magnet
fantastic session with heather
today...she has such a way to get me to look in the mirror and see myself for
what i am...a holistic health counsellor among other
things...and to get me to recognize my hedges for what they are, pretty green
fences...keeping me in or other people out? either way stopping
connection...
so then...i've
re-arranged my calendar, creating space for
fun
in the middle of all the work, and i've arranged for some help arranging my
office, trading massage for professional organizing from my friend kristin
mallery of simplify , and i've set up my first presentation
as a holistic health coach (yeah, that's right, i'm playing around with the
nomenclature), a breathing talk that you'll get the skinny on if you subscribe
to my newsletter (contact works better than comment, although i love
comments!).
flowing from all the hearts that are happening i
suppose...
while my friend kristin mallery is
making a splash with her found
hearts...
i'm
finding out about the master key that opens all doors of possibility...gratitude .
Posted at 11:20 PM
Wed - February 1, 2006
like a bad penny
going with the numbers
well then...i'm gonna keep it short and
sweet...the bifurcation was a flop, tho perhaps a necessary process...and it has
hereby ended. being chasbaudelaire and progeny have merged back into chasbaudelaire ...which, of course, is how it
should be...
Posted at 10:18 AM
the pro pro
i'm so happy with the horoscopes that rob brezsny has
bestowed upon me this week that i'm posting them up so i'll see them more
often.
SCORPIO (Oct. 23-Nov. 21): This isn't always the
case, Scorpio, but right now you have a
certain resemblance to that type of wild iris known as
blue-eyed grass. Its stem isn't hardy enough
to hold up more than one flower blossom at a
time; before a new bloom sprouts, therefore, the old
one has to wither. Similarly, you can't and
shouldn't try to work on more than a single
labor of love, at least for the next week. Devote all your
concentration and care to it, ignoring the
other possibilities. And don't worry: This
narrowing of your focus is a good
thing.
CAPRICORN (Dec. 22-Jan. 19):
Good news, Capricorn. Right now your
financial prospects look almost as bright as
those of the oil industry, whose earnings
grew 42 percent in the last three months of 2005. There
is a caveat, however. If, like the companies
that sell gasoline, you attempt to
capitalize on bad news and profit at the expense of the collective
well- being, your money situation will
suffer. To gather all of the good economic
fortune that's available, you've got to redouble your efforts to
maintain high levels of
integrity.
AQUARIUS (Jan. 20-Feb. 18):
Several of my friends have given names to
their cars, and I know many other people who
have bestowed appellations on their homes,
their vacuum cleaners, their favorite trees, and their
genitals. In Norse mythology, the god Thor
affectionately called his magic golden
hammer by the name Mjollnir. It so happens that this would be a
ripe time for you to experiment with this
approach, Aquarius. I think you'll find that
as you name your home and car as well as every plant, toaster,
traffic light, crow, and cloud, that the
whole world will become more alive and
friendly and helpful.
PISCES (Feb.
19-March 20): "We are what we pretend to be," wrote
author Kurt Vonnegut, "so we must be careful
about what we pretend to be." This is
excellent advice to keep at the forefront of your awareness
during the coming weeks, Pisces. Here's how
I interpret his statement: There's not
necessarily anything wrong with playing a role if that role is in
alignment with your highest values. In fact,
to make believe that you are the person you
want to be is an excellent strategy for actually becoming
the person you want to
be.
Posted at 09:47 AM
Mon - January 9, 2006
ayurvedic bedtime
bleary eyed from the ride
just in from weekend #3 at the
institute for integrative nutrition and up way past my ayurvedic bedtime...i
hope the pitta janitors are working anyway...so many amazing insights from this
past weekend regarding the ayurvedic template and the many layers it can
support, water and connective tissue, business cards and websites...and more
than i can pull out just now...check back here next time you are health
surfing...