She has captured my heart like no other ever has!
Does she really love me? Is this a dream? If it
is, please don't wake me, it would break my heart!
Okay, so I haven't written anything on here in a
hell of a long time, but recent wonderful events in my life have prompted me to
want to share things with
everyone.
I've met a wonderful girl.
Truly one of a kind! I have never been this happy....EVER!!! I want to spend
every waking hour with her and dream of her in all my slumber. She has captured
my heart! I just hope she is careful with it. Why am I so fucking fragile?!?
Can anyone explain this to me??? My guard is down, thats for sure, and that is
totally unlike me after...hmm....three weeks. It really is beautiful, just
slightly scary. Its like riding a roller coaster for the first time. You are
really, truly excited to know what lies ahead and you are eager to get there,
but before you reach the top of the hill, its slightly scary not knowing what
the other side will be like! Fear of the unknown, I guess, is the best way to
put it. But I'm going to put everything on the line for this beautiful girl,
because I want to know what lies ahead. She loves me! She really loves me and
I love her and I never want to let her go. I think it would be the biggest
mistake of my life if somehow I let her slip through my fingers. For once, just
once, I'm out to prove that sometimes a nice guy does not finish last, but that
if you are true to yourself and you give yourself to someone you truly, purely,
care about, that dreams really can come
true!
She is my faith in all things
that are beautiful! I only wish all of my good friends, all of the good people
I know, can someday experience what I have been blessed with the privilege of
experiencing in the past few wonderful
weeks!
That is all for now. I thank
God for showing me happiness!
Posted: Thu - January 20, 2005 at 03:18 PM