do you ever notice the small little routines? or perhpas it is just me that has them.. i mean real small, so much so that you probably don't realize you are doing them either. For example, for me i noticed it with cleaning. In the shower, it is always the same procedure. always! the way i get wet, where i start with the soap, the order in which i soap and then shampoo, and the way i rinse.. it's ALWAYS the same. i have noticed this, and cannot change it! I tell myself, 'ok, try this or that instead' but it just feels too odd! And it doens't stop there. Shaving as well. i put the shaving gel on in the same fashion everytime. how i do it, where i start, etc. and then with the blade, i start in the same place, always continue in the same order... odd. i wonder if it means something about my personality?? ya know, like 'people who shave in a random order each time are more likely to ---' and that kind of shit.

maybe i just think too much about inane shit...

Cheers
BT

Well, finally, after like what - 7 months! - i got to go climbing again. it was outdoor too which was sweet. bit of a hike to the base of the crag, but then it was all good. got in (i think) 6 climbs. i actually forget! sounds strange, i know, but when i get into it, i just climb and then think about the next climb. i don't actually count how many i do. although saying that, i DO count how many i cannot complete, and today i am happy to say that in that total, there were zero!! which i think is f'n great since i have not climbed in 7 months and the last time i climbed was indoor and i have only done 5 outrood climbs in my life. (in a lot easier places than Switzerland!!)

action photo included.

this was good for me. this past week has been pretty down.. i didn't write a blog last night, but i so wanted to, but it was rather depressing, so i decided against it for now. well, enough of that for now!

Cheers
BT