it's always the same... i spend the whole fucking day distracting myself by thinking of emails to write, whom to write them to, and what to say. then i get home, and somehow manage to distract myself from writing the fucking things!

i either aimlessly browse the 'Net looking for or at crap, or i busy myself by reading other blogs and emails to catch up on what is going on with some friends. then by doing that, i find more things i should write!! fuck.

just need to force myself to spend a day (nearly) to type a lot. get the emails done, get some rants out, clear the head, that might help.. but when??

BT