I'm leaving your apartment
but I want to go in reverse
things have gone from bad to worse
 
You have conversations
with Jesus every night
while I try to get this right
while I try to make me right
 
and you wonder what is wrong with me
tell me cause I'd like to know
tired of everyone I used to be
I'm tired of letting go
tired of letting go...my love.
 
You're a freight train
with understated make-up
with our overstated break-up
you send me back to go
 
October has grown
so long and tired
and all the words
that you've inspired
are running out of weight.