Writings                          
Charm of Luck   Consume     Feel          
A cherrished night
a glance, a smile
a charm of luck
I don’t know what to say
My words run from me
like a thief in the dark
A good time spent
it could have lasted forever
It would have lasted forever
if it were up to me
another glance, another smile
a simple charm of luck
I’ll take what you give me
even a broken heart
It’s all the same to me
if that’s ok with you
it could have lasted forever
it would have lasted forever
if it were up to me
The wonder and awe
strikes my heart hard
oh God, to me knees I fall
this power sorrounds me
my voice strains
for no words mustered
can come close enough
to ultimately praise Your name
God, I wonder
why You love me so
I know I am a sinner
I have stooped so low
And Your love sorrounds me
I am filled with You
my being burns
I am consumed with You
I can hear your heart beat
and you’re so far away
your breath echoes closely
in my mind, in my mind

I can feel your every move
and you’re so far away
I can hear when you cry out
the pain echoes closely
in my mind, in my mind

Do you dream of me?
or is it all in my head?
I wonder what you’re doing now
Are you thinking of me
as I’m thinking of you now?
Do I dream of you?
or is it all in my head?

   
Don’t rain on me, Lord
but burn from within
Encompass me fully
and let my light blaze
spread through me, Lord
let me burn bright like You
consume me with You
 
 
   
Footsteps on a Lowly Road  

I wandered on a lowly road
full of mossy trees and creepy vines
scary noises and b
linky red eyes
I jumped at every crick I heard
as I wandered on this lowly road
Where did this lead to? I thought to me..
It seemed as if no man just beast
had tred upon this land at long
I wondered as I wandered down this lowly road
Would I die here all alone?
Would I find a pot of gold
at the end of the dark canopy?
Would I be lost forever and make this lowly road
my home?
It was dark and damp
and much scary I say
I tred on the musky leaves quietly
and once in a while...I heard a noise
Like footsteps in beat with mine
I stopped when I heard them...
My heart beat and I strained to hear them go on...
But they were not to be heard again..until
I stepped again on through my journey
I began to wonder if I was really alone
Was someone here? Was I invading their home?
My mind filled with doubt fear and unease...
And I could hear another pair of footsteps
on the other side of the trees..
.

these footsteps were wild...no rhythm or beat
they'd drag for a long while...then speed
I could still hear the footsteps that kept in beat with me
They seemed calm and settled and patient to me...For a moment...on this lowly road...
I wondered if I was really me...
Those footsteps..instead of following..seemed to lead me...
I wondered as I wandered who this person could be
that could keep perfect beat and syncapation with me....
They must know me..inside and out..my thoughts my fears
But the other set of footsteps...they seemed out of tune
Clueless to the rythm of my gait on this lowly road...
Just following it's own pattern of thrusting ahead
and retreating stumbling fumbling
I no longer feared this lowly road...
the cricks and creeks and bleak nothing
I was calmed by the footsteps that were following
or rather leading me
I still feared that I might follow the other side
clumsy steps so unsure and wasting
But the longer I listened to my footsteps beat
The fear of wasting my travels exited me
I knew I'd be safe with my shadow footsteps
That I had nothing to fear
I just needed to follow
and they'd lead me to where I was to go
which I still do not know...
 
For You
Let Go   Hope    
This love, it kills
my heart is pained
these tears
they shouldn’t fall
for you
This love, it dies
my thoughts are empty
but these tears
they still fall
for you
This love, it grows
my heart swells
these tears
they pour down
for you
This love, it stays
my bones ache for you
and these tears still fall
for you

Trying to run from fate
Believing that it’s not real
I can’t stand not controlling myself
I’m so afraid to let go
This road might take me to the unknown
I’m fishing for excuses to hide
Thinking my thoughts are not mine
I’m grasping on to what I don’t have
Praying for a detour sign

Trying to run from fate
Fishing for excuses to hide
Praying for a detour sign
I’m so afraid to let go

    Some say life is just a dream
Evidence of things unseen
Running in circles in an endless race
As tears of pain run down your face
You want something to know
Something true and something whole
You’ve tried to find shelter in the things you have
But find that nothing can protect you from the bad
You run like someone’s chasing you
Like you the whole worlds out to get you
Right when you feel trapped like life wont go on
You scream out for some one
Some one to help some one to care
But then you realize no one's there
Just when you're about to die
God reaches out and hears your cry
He pulls you in and says "well done
Your brand new life has just begun"