A new way of looking at things
I won't get this serious again.
I promise ......
It's time for a change, I am tired
of the same old
same.
The same old
words, the same old
lines,
The same old
tricks, the same old
rhymes.
Boats to
Build
Guy
Clark
It is an easy joke that gets an easy
laugh. If I meet someone new and want to put a smile on their face, I tell them
that, "I am part of an elite cycling team called FROGs, Fat Riding Old Guys."
It makes them smile. It works. I am not good at small talk and it gives me a
starting point for conversation. From there I can tell them about my biking
adventures. I can tell them about where I have been and where I hope to go.
The joke gives me an easy way to chat with people. Like I said, it
works.
Maybe it works too well. I
think of myself as being fat. I am, I know. I have been overweight most of my
life. Being fat is such a part of me. I want to be rid of that part. I want
to stop looking at pictures of myself and thinking "God, look how thick I am!"
I want to be able to look in a mirror and not get grossed out. I want my
clothes to fit. I want to stop thinking of myself as being
fat.
The Downriver Cycling Club
currently has a fitness challenge among its members. Members of the club have
weighed themselves. They have stepped on a scale that measures body fat. At
the end of this challenge, we will re-weigh our selves, re-measure our body fat,
see how much power out put we can generate on a fitness bike at a local gym, and
finally race against each other on a Schwinn Velodyne. The winner will get some
obscure prize to be determined
later.
I have thrown myself into this
challenge. I have rejoined Weight Watchers. I am dutifully counting my points
and journaling everything I eat. I set my bicycle on an indoor trainer and spin
each morning. I am back at the YMCA lifting weights. I am pushing myself like
I have never done before. I do not want to win the obscure prize. The prize,
what ever it will be, is not the motivation behind all of this blood, sweat, and
tears. I no longer want to think of myself as fat. I want to think of myself
as FIT!
A
Fit
Riding
Old
Guy!
And
what a prize that will be.
Posted: Tue - January 24, 2006 at 08:51 PM