Note: This piece has been updated and can be
found in its updated state as an entry on 5 April.
So, are you thinking about proclaiming yourself
Asatru? How long have you been thinking about this? Because maybe, just maybe,
you shouldn't.
I'm not trying here to
set myself up as an expert. I do, however, believe I have a finger on the pulse
of Asatru, and can provide some useful advice to the interested seeker. In the
end, of course, this is just my opinion. Kinda like everything else I
write.
First off, let me clarify
something very important. While Asatru may have been revived in the same
century as various other "pagan" religions, there are some important
differences. First and foremost:
Asatru is not a religion you join and
walk away from when the learning experience is over.
Many new religions seem almost built around
the idea that you can study it for a while, learn what you need, and move on to
another new religion. In the same vein,
Asatru does not support plug and pray
hardware. It is not a matter of picking up
a book that is just like 50 other books on 50 other religious paths, inserting
the names of deities into stock rituals, and naming yourself
Asatru.
Proclaiming yourself Asatru is
stating, explicitly or implicitly, that one is vowing to be faithful to the
Regin. Walking away from those vows
may be hazardous to your health. One is
encouraged to read the story of Thidrandi Whom the Disir Killed. When
the time of Iceland's Christianization was approaching, a young man named
Thidrandi went outside after dark, and was struck down by nine goddesses riding
horses and bearing swords, who could not bear the thought of losing their
worshippers. Your oaths are part of you in Asatru. I'm not saying you will be
killed if you break those oaths, but they should not be made lightly. (I really
wish I could truthfully use the phrase here "The graveyards of the world are
littered with those who stopped being Asatru," because it sounds really cool.
However, I haven't actually done any research into the mortality rates of those
who leave heathenism behind. I guess I could get away with saying, "Of all
those who turned away from the Aesir in Iceland a thousand years ago, none have
survived.")
The following are a few
very bad reasons for wanting to be
Asatru:
1. Experience with Ralph
Blum's rune set. 2. Wiccans don't have that
bad-ass reputation. 3. Some god from another
pantheon told you to. 4. You're rebelling
against your parents, your society, your church group, or
whoever. 5. Your favorite comic book was The
Mighty Thor." 6. You had a vision, while
on acid.
Now, none of the above are a
reason NOT to become Asatru, either. Just because you toyed with Ralph Blum's
rune book and accompanying clay discs is no reason to feel yourself banned
forever from becoming Asatru. Enjoying The Mighty Thor isn't a bad thing, so
long as you can differentiate between a comic book super hero and a divine
entity. If you weren't rebelling against something, you probably would never
have been considering another religion at all.
Etc.
It's just not a decision that one
makes overnight. It is a decision for a lifetime, more permanent (in these
days) than marriage. One should think about it a great deal. There is a lot to
consider:
1.
Societal
stigma. We have a Christian majority in the
United States. You are going to have to choose: whether to be open about your
religion and face discrimination; or to be hidden about it, which is basically
discriminating against yourself before anyone else gets a chance to.
Are you willing to either live with one
of these two options or move onto a remote
mountaintop?
2.
Established
standards. Within Asatru there is a set
belief system. This is not something one can individually alter. There is room
for Unverified Personal Gnosis (UPG) around the edges, but if one is using UPG
to defy the Lore, then you're not being Asatru anymore. Not to belabor the
point, but it's not like the "anything goes" attitude of many branches of Wicca.
Are the general rules, allowable
conduct, and behaviors of Asatru in keeping with your personal moral
code?
3.
Studiousness.
Asatru is a reconstructed religion. In order to learn, you are going to have to
read. A lot. If you're looking to be spoon-fed religious values, you're in the
wrong place. Are you willing to put
the time and effort into studying the Eddas, sagas, thattir, rune poems,
historical texts such as Saxo Grammaticus's HIstory of the Danish People, etc.
in order to have a basic understanding of the religion you wish to join?
4.
Proving
yourself. Asatru is about community. While
your beliefs are ultimately between you and the Aesir and Vanir, if one doesn't
have a support system in place it will be a lonely and difficult road. Yes, we
pride ourselves on self-sufficiency, but we are not rugged individualists. It's
more of a group self-sufficiency. Even if there is a local group in your area,
they may be selective about their membership, over any of a number of factors.
Are you willing to have to "prove
yourself" to a group in order to have fellowship with other heathens? Do you
have the strength, charisma, determination, and organizational skills to start
your own hearth, hall or kindred?
5.
Mount
Fuji. Many New Age religions have adopted the
idea that there is one great big source of divinity, and that all religions are
just different ways to look at it (Confucius say: There are a million ways to
look at Mount Fuji, and all of them are right). One hears it many different
ways-- "All gods and goddesses are one. We just look at it differently," "The
gods and goddesses are facets of God," and "The Great Goddess has many names."
In Asatru we don't believe in a multiple personality disorder divinity. Each of
the Aesir and Vanir is a separate entity unto itself, with his or her own
personality and idiosyncrasies. If you believe otherwise, then Asatru ain't for
you. If you have adopted this idea,
are you willing to give it up?
6.
Do you know who you
are? Someday, when I'm old, crazy, and sick,
I like to think that there will be someone around who knows me well to make any
medical decisions for me. The idea of a complete stranger making those
decisions is horrifying. On the same note, you should make sure that you know
yourself before committing to ANY religion. Give this decision time. That way
you can ensure that it's not a passing fancy, or temporary insanity, or anything
else that's going to make you regret that decision further down the line.
Are you mature enough to make this
decision? Are you sure this is what's best for you? How long have you felt
this way?
7.
Other
religions. If you could buy only one set of
clothing for the rest of your life, you would for damned sure make sure that
they fit you (or were a little large if you're planning on growing) were of good
quality, and were in a style that you could live with for the rest of your life.
There are a lot of religious options out there. Consider them and learn from
them. Many of them are a lot easier to follow than Asatru. Perhaps one of them
actually fits you better. You're dealing with lifelong oaths here; it's in your
best interest to shop around, and make sure that the religion fits you best.
Are you sure there is no other religion
for you?
Most
importantly,
8.
The
Powers. This combines and expands upon many
previous points. It's a very basic question.
Do you like the Aesir, Vanir, Disir,
landvoettir, ancestors, and worldview of heathenism? If you don't, then why are
you still reading this?
It's a
risky business, choosing a religion like Asatru. Hedge your bets and consider
the above things, okay? I didn't do that; I felt "called." Lots of people feel
called, but they don't last as Asatru. I got extremely lucky that Asatru fits
me so well, but most aren't so lucky. Just think, you may move on to some
religion that has karmic retribution, and you'll have seriously bad karma from
breaking those oaths.
I sincerely
hope that this helps you. Maybe someday we will meet and you can say "I'm
heathen too! Isn't it great?!" Or even "I considered heathenry, but it
wasn't for me." Please DON'T tell me "I used to be Asatru, but I left it for
X." Just keep walking.