Choices, Choices
I'm sitting here drinking coffee in a Borders
bookstore in Albuquerque; I checked out of my hotel and walked over here.
There's soft music playing, and a few conversations going on but all in all, the
world is as quiet here as it gets anywhere anymore.
Obviously, I made it back from Iraq,
or else this particular afterlife is stranger than
most.
I've heard it said that if one
were able to stand at the North Pole, no matter what direction one faced it
would be South. This makes logical sense in one respect. After all, when one
has walked to that point, whether from the East, West or South (which seem to
rapidly lose their meaning in that context, for it follows that one is always
approaching the North Pole from the South), when that point has been reached, to
continue walking will take one further from North, with no possibility of
approaching it more closely. It's like zero on a number line, or the Origin on
a grid.
In my mind, though, it's
ridiculous. My inner conception of this idea is like those old Adventure text
games, where one would see possible directions (You can go South, North, or
West) which eventually whittle down to one possibility (You can go South). All
other directions, in my mental image, have an impermeable gray haze hanging over
them, and one is, in essence, herded
South.
If you dont see a possible
connection with your own life, then lucky you.
Right now, I'm at the North Pole (for
the sake of analogy, forget that I just said I'm in Albuquerque, or use a
typical American's ignorance of geography to assume they're the same place). My
new job is waiting for me in DC, and I begin August 11th. No matter where I sit
drinking coffee between now and then, it is the North Pole, and my cubicle is
South of here.
I'm not displeased
about this at any means, and of course, I DO have a choice in the matter. I'm
not going to get all bound up in whether I'm
meant
to or
supposed
to go there; it's irrelevant to my worldview.
I'm going, and in between, I'll be sitting here at the North Pole. Or possibly
the South Pole, as I'm told it's more in the realm of possibility when it comes
to actual visitation. In that case, my job is North of here.
Posted: Thu - July 24, 2008 at 12:54 PM
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