Discipline -- that quality that makes us get up
for work when we don't want to go. That thing that makes us eat foods we don't
like because they're healthy. The ideal that tells us there is more to life
than food, fun, and fuckery (my spoilsport spellchecker, as you may have
guessed, does not acknowledge that as a word. It gets so cross with me).
Discipline is, among other things,
an elaborate sense of self-guilt that prevents us from only doing those things
that we want to do. The opposite of discipline is, in this sense, selfishness
-- placing one's own wants above the needs of family, community, and society.
When I was young, I was involved in
4-H at my school. We had to learn the 4-H pledge, which is probably well known
to all you country boys and girls:
I
pledge my Head to clearer thinking, My
Heart to greater loyalty, My Hands to
larger service, My Health to better
living, for my club, my community, my
country, and my world.
(Notice the
complete lack of a problematic "under God"
bit)
We hated saying it. It meant
nothing to us, the same way the Pledge of Allegiance means next to nothing to 90
percent of American school children. It was just a bland recitation of
something we never thought about. There were hand motions that went along with
it -- you put your hands on your head, on your heart, held them out, etc. --
and the whole thing done in groups was about as inspiring as the Macarena
performed by mimes.
In retrospect,
though, the 4-H pledge incorporates many of the values of my heathenry. The
different lines (the four H'es) also show four different results of proper
discipline. Coincidentally, they also jive pretty well with the other eight
virtues. Through discipline, I will keep maintain a head that can think clearly
(truth). I will maintain loyalty with my family and friends through discipline,
which will prevent me from acting against their best interests (fidelity and
honor). I will take actions to serve my community even when I don't want to
(perseverance and industriousness with some courage and possibly hospitality
thrown in). I will maintain a healthy body so that I can carry these things out
(self-reliance and perseverance). Replace "club" with "hall" and it's not a bad
heathen oath at all.
Discipline is
good for the individual and for the community. Be becoming more disciplined, I
gain self-respect and better health. I also gain the respect of those around
me, and become a credit to my hall.