I was cooking a turkey roast earlier, and was
preparing the gravy, from the packet included with the bird bit. I had rice
going in another pot, and some cream corn heating in the microwave. I had the
great idea of adding some minced, dried onion (from those little shaker spice
containers) to the gravy; I had this image in my mind of perfect brown gravy
swimming with pieces of onion.
It
didn't happen, of course. the gravy tasted fine, and the onion added a fine
taste, but the small minced bits didn't swell up to their previous glory. I
guess I didn't really expect them to do it, but the image was there.
I forgot for a moment, that some
things, once they're lost, can't be reclaimed.
I've been seasoned myself, over the
years. I've made friends with both the true and the false -- those whose
friendship was as plump as a fresh onion slice and those for whom it had
withered down to a flavored husk. Betrayal happens, and sometimes the flavor it
elicits in us is sweet and strong, regardless of the source.
When I start a friendship, I hope for
thick, juicy chopped onion squares. Sometimes that's exactly what I get. Other
times I am just hoping against hope that these small, dried onion flakes will be
miraculously healed. It's foolish, but I keep hoping.