The new team arrived this morning, about 7 am.
Although in a way we were glad to see them, there were also all the problems
that seem to crop up whenever there is a team changeover. There's the "they're
overzealous; we're overtired" thing. They immediately want to know how
everything works, where everything is, and what everyone does while we're a bit
slow after working every single day since October and have been planning out how
we're going to explain these things over the next 3 days. This leads on to the
attitude of "they're demanding, and we're defensive." The how, where and what
becomes "why," which of course gets interpreted as the idea that they think
you're doing everything wrong.
Team
transition is the longest 3 days of an assignment.
There's also the knowledge that you'll
be leaving soon. That tends to slow things down a lot. Knowing that you have 3
days to impart every single thing that you've learned over the past 6 months...
well, it's ridiculous to think you can do that, but the idea is there that you
SHOULD do that. In the meantime you have to keep business running as usual,
ensuring you don't run out of coffee, keep the messages delivered, and prevent
yourself from breaking anything.
Oh
yeah, packing has to be finished as well. And saying goodbye to everyone that
you've grown to care about. Luckily, I've never tended to make many friends on
deployments -- always a few, but never a lot. It's really best for everyone if
the Red Cross guy doesn't. It's bad for me because the more friends I have, the
more likely it is that one of those friends is going to get a piece of bad news
from me while I'm here, and that really tears me up. It's bad enough ruining
(or at least changing) the lives of complete strangers (although I'm
non-egotistical enough to realize that it's the event that does that, and not me
directly) without knowing them as well. Also, we're supposed to be there for
everybody, and if we're there for too many specific somebodies repeatedly then
others may feel shortchanged.
Hopefully
I'll have a chance to say goodbye to my Asatru buddy over here. That's really
about it for this deployment.
It's
weird, though. I never realize how well-known I am on a deployment assignment.
The new team told me that today they were walking back from the PX, and someone
saw their Red Cross patches and said "Did the Big Guy leave?" They said, who?
"The Big Guy. Y'know, the one with the ponytail." Which is funny in any number
of ways to me. Over here, I'm the big guy. Among my friends, I'm one of the
littler ones, and that's how I see myself. I also grew up skinny, and haven't
really managed to stop thinking of myself that way, so it's nice to be the Big
Guy (capitalization just another sign of my ego, of course). But the thing that
trips me out is that everybody knows me. I have no clue who they are, and they
might not even know my name, but they've seen me and talked about me (that big
guy with the ponytail...). Sometimes they don't even know who I work for. I
had a Lieutenant Colonel ask me one day if I was STS (Special Tactics Squadron).
I've been mistaken for Special Forces more times than I can count. Even the
Special Forces people aren't always sure.
Wow. This really wandered. Short
version: the new team's here, and I should be leaving on time to be back to
Kentucky on the 25th. If I don't talk to ya'll before I take off, ya'll take
care now, y'hear? :)