THE GAY MESSIAH IS COMING
A title sure to agitate all the rabid Republican
Americans out there who froth and fulminate each time I so much as mention
Michael Moore. This time however, I am writing about altogether nobler activist:
the divine and talented Rufus Wainwright, angel voiced and human hearted. Gary.
Jess and I just flitted down to Shepherds Bush Empire to catch the last concert
of his European Tour.
Since I discovered him this summer I've been
gorging myself on the 3 albums. So great to hear a gay man sing so beautifully
about loving men - even when that love is painful. Wainwright is so spot on when
mirroring the poignacy of love gone awry. The sweet almost comic desperation
that comes when you spend all night waiting for a call is nowhere better
distilled than in the lyric : "my phone's on vibrate for you/ so call me anytime
you want". And the exhausted resignation of "Pretty Things" makes me sigh and
sigh:
"From where you are, to where I am
now Is its own
galaxy Be a star and fall down somewhere next
to me"Ooh, the words are wonderful
enough but that combined with fabulous songsmithery and his voice that seems to
come from beyond the clouds melts my innards everytime I hear it. Especially
when I hear it live. Boy! that boy's got a pair of tonsils on
him.But what really charmed me was his
self assured personality. He's so gloriously camp at a time when gay culture is
atrophying into a dull and brainless Abercrombie & Fitchitated lump. I felt
so proud to be a gay man listening to our Rufus up there. Brains and beauty. And
when he introduced the song "Gay Messiah" with a pessimistic note of warning
about the next 4 years in America, I suddenly realized how right he was to speak
out. Like Pastor Niemoller cautioned, if you don't make your voice heard, soon
enough it'll be too late. Screw the
"Moral" Majority, I want to be his husband and that's that!
-------------PS:
It's been pointed me out to me in response to this blog that Rufus is Canadian
and that, therefore, in certain provinces North of the border, we could get
married. Hurra!
Posted: Mon - November 8, 2004 at 12:40 AM